Saturday, August 04, 2007
Well I sorta cheated and moved my weigh day to today. Well really not cheating, just forgot! I weighed in at 126.8- a little bit of weight loss. What's silly is I was only able to workout twice this week. Had to make up my voice lesson one night, got home late two nights, and the third one was a massive headache. Plus my dumb AC is going again- probably a leak or some other problem, so the guy is supposed to come out on Tuesday. I can't afford these power bills, not to mention this heat is not very fun either.
I've had many personal things going on in my life and it's been a tough journey this week, and last. Issues with my husband and job issues. I'm having second thoughts about the job that I applied for. It's an easy in- back to something I was doing before- but a different department. It's comfortable, but at the same time intimidating with people who may not be too friendly. I'm second guessing things right now. Not sure if I should leave where I am or continue plugging along through the various frustrations I deal with. So in a few minutes I'm going to start writing down the pros and cons for each side to see if this will help me. I was verbally offered the job on Friday, but they won't give me any money because I had a raise in January and I was given a little money to come over to the job I'm at now in March. Seems pretty stupid to me. That's not really my issue, but it doesn't make it very enticing. It would be like that for anything I applied for, unless it was a promotion. I'm feeling terrible because if I say no then I feel like I've wasted everyone's time and I totally don't mean to. My friends keep telling me that I have to think of myself. Do this for me. If it's not right, don't do it. Doesn't make it any easier! So...I'm sure I'll have a couple more sleepless nights until this is over. I haven't had a chance to talk to my boss because he's been on vacation, but I talked to my other boss and a couple of people in another area that my boss is over. I feel like I may have more opportunity later if I just keep plugging along.
Until next time...