Sunday, December 03, 2006
I get in my own way sometimes. I'm working on learning new things on this job so I can be of more assistance. Yet, right now, I don't have anyone teaching me because they are going through a transition and have more important things to do. It just leaves me frustrated. I 've been coming home with migraine headaches. I need to tell myself that I'm doing the best I can with the knowledge I currently have and be at peace with it. It will be nice once I know what I'm doing. I help out as much as I can. My boss seems to be happy so far with my performance. I think I just put a lot of pressure on myself. I need to have faith in God and trust more. Instead, I've been turning to old bad habits and eating wrong and not exercising which leads to more stress. My house is a mess. Today is a new day and I started it off here, I ate a healthy breakfast and already have 4 glasses of water in. I'm going to make a list of things to do and just start playing my favorite music and getting it cleaned up. I love this site! It's a great motivator for me and puts things in perspective.