Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I'm finding myself going to the bigger section to buy clothes. It's hard for me to "see" that I'm size 6 again. I buy my tops large and they are too big. So, I'm starting to really watch myself on this and keep telling myself to try it on before purchasing. It feels great to look into a mirror and not be so critical. It's like I have to retrain my brain from saying somthing negative to giving myself a pat on the back for all the hard work I put into being healthy again. I make it "my" time every morning to log into this site and do my nutrition tracker, fitness tracker, inform myself with knowledge in reading the articles, and my favorite part is to post on the sites where I have made some great new friends. It's helped me in more ways that I have time to mention here. Now that I have my weight in control I want to venture out and get a job again. I'm finding my heart beats really fast when I go on the interviews. I guess practice will help with that. Wish me luck. This is really taking me out of my comfort zone.