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Blues... maybe my birthday

Monday, February 04, 2013

Hello Monday!

Countdown to my Birthday begins! 6 days...

I am taking my best friend and her family out to the jockey lot (huge flea market). More than likely, I will have lunch at my parents' house with my family.

I am trying not to be to depressed just because I am going to be old year older and all my other friends' have been married for years.

I do try to think about the great things that I have...

I have a career.
I have my handsome son.
My best friend is here.
I get to see her kids everyday now.
I have a roof over my head.
My bills are paid.
I lost 5 pounds last month.

Why is that not enough? I don't understand myself sometime.

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ALICIA214 2/4/2013 2:17PM


emoticon You will get there ..... emoticon

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LASKIE2 2/4/2013 2:03PM

    emoticon Yes, you have a lots to be thankful for, because you are truly blessed! I love the plan flea market trip....I wish I could go with you guys. Enjoy!

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Pain...frustration...still trying to be positive

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Good Morning... emoticon

I wasn't on much yesterday. I walked into a mess at work. emoticon My friend, Scott, quit his job for medical reasons. And... Cindy, my co-worker that was going to be taking me to the gym, was fired. I had to do my job, their jobs (which is my old job) and train a new person. So I am behind at work. I am disappointed that my plans for the gym had to change.

I am still trying to remain positive. I am thinking about asking my dad to borrow his Wii. I like the bowling games. emoticon

I did something to my back yesterday. I am so sore. It is hard to bend and stretch. emoticon


I have a plan!

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Good Morning... I am doing much better!

Yesterday, my boss talked to be about the dark cloud over my head and the heartache that follows. She and several of my co-workers have gotten together. The plan is I am going to lunch on Friday. I also get an 11/2 hours paid too!!!

Then I started talking to one of my co-worker's, Cindy. She lives a few minutes down the road from me. That being said, I haven't worked out last week and this week doesn't look to promising except Saturday. Next week, I will be riding with Jayne. After work, she is dropping me off at my gym. Cindy gets out an hour later. She will be picking me up. I figure I have about 40 minutes to do a workout in! I am super duper excited about it!!!!

I will be filing taxes tonight. My car should be fixed within a month!!!

And... things are just getting better. I have been talking to a man online. So far we seem to have a lot in common. The best part he lives in my town. We haven't decided to meet. I am taking this slow. He is a chef. He knows I eat healthy. I will have to wait to see.

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I think I was convicted! NOT!!!!!

Monday, January 28, 2013

I am feeling a lot better now that I have caught up with my sleep. I am still thinking about my ex but yesterday I almost went the whole day without thinking about him. Its such a waste of time. I did update my profile on a dating site. My bff encouraged it. I have been talking to a couple of men. Its a nice distraction.

I didn't workout at all last week. Starting today, after I get home from work I will be asking to borrow someone's car so I can go to the gym. I have been super stressed.

It didn't help I went to church with my mother and well...they are very touchy people. The pastor yells everything. She said I was being convicted. Give me a break! I don't like to talk to a lot of people. I don't like being touched every 5 seconds by people I don't know. I walked out of the church with a monster headache. I don't need to be yelled at or touched to know that Jesus loves me and I need him in my life!

Completely irritating to know the ones should know me and love me for who I am, don't!


Positive Thinking!

Friday, January 25, 2013

I thank God it's Friday!

I did get some sleep last night. I feel more rested today then I have all week. I stopped crying about the ex last night. Enough is enough. I need a man and proof he wasn't one. He was lucky to have me but he deserves her.

Note: There is a blog of what he exactly said to on facebook to break up with me.

So now, I am going to move on from this...

I found a trusted mechanic to fix my car with a guarantee. It is a little more then I can afford in the next couple of weeks so I will have to wait for my taxes to come in. At least, I have a ride back and forth to work.

Jamie's boys' have adjusted to school. They love being able to come home and go play outside! Her youngest is a little overweight. Now instead of coming home and eating noodles he goes outside never asking for a snack!!! It is a great feeling. Now the her boys' are outside, my son loves going out with them. I love the fact he likes the outdoors.

Ever since my sister had her baby she has been so nice its creepy. I hope that stays that way too. So even if everything in my life has been flipped upside down I still have things that I am blessed about.

One day at a time... today will be a good day!

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METIS457_79 1/25/2013 10:36AM

    Some people just suck. Glad to read you are moving on and trying to be more positive.

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NEPTUNE1939 1/25/2013 9:52AM

    Prepare for the worst and expect the best, emoticon Earl

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