Thursday, January 25, 2007
I am tired. My friend and I are talking again. Unfortunally, I went to her house and we talked and we ate, talk some more, and ate somemore. Now I am back at my house, feeling tired and fat and gross. I totally cheated. Yesterday was no better. At least I was honest with myself and wrote down everything I ate and did exercise. I just feel so unmotivatied.
Today, my dad went in for his knee surgury and hes doing alright. but I seeing the humanity into my parents its scarey. I stepped on the scale today just to see. And I gained like 8 pounds in one day. How is that possible. I just dont know. I lost my job in Novemeber and my boyfriend lost his job in December. We are both still unemployed and today my boyfriend tells me he put my stuff into storage and is having some problems with landlord. I just dont know. But I am trying to have positive adtitude. Well see.