It was a great weekend. I tried Water Zumba on Saturday. It was great. I was sore. I am going to totally do it again. I am just to skip it when I play on going bowling later. James and I changed our minds about bowling because I was to soar and tired. We ended up renting a couple of movies and sitting on the couch.
On Sunday, I introduced James to my son and my family. They loved him. I knew they would. I am going to meet his family on Thanksgiving. I am very nervous. I really hope they will like me.
Oh yeah... James actually called me his girlfriend so its official. I have a man!!!
I am getting excited. I am going to see James on Saturday. We are going bowling. I cannot wait to spend more time with him. I am use to having boys play head games. He is so straightforward. That is totally refreshing. I am totally smitten.
At this very moment in time, I am the happiest I have been in years!!! I am so blessed and grateful for everything I have, the ones that I love, and the roof over my head. Thank You God for giving everything I needed because without you I do not want to know where I would be.
For starters, today is my one year anniversary for being employed at the same place. This is a huge deal for me. The last time I stayed at a job this long, I was 17 years old. It wasn't that I couldn't hold a job or I got fired. I was gypsy. I lived in the back of a van or with friends. I have lived all over the country. I had no committed to any real place. I followed my heart. I only worked long enough to get a few dollars and move on. Once I got pregnant my mindset changed and I knew children needed steady and stable environment. That wasn't me at the time. I AM TODAY!
I pay bills. I have a roof over my family's heads. I have food in my cupboards. We have clean clothes. I have a steady income. I am so proud of myself. Looking back on myself about 15 years ago, my inner thoughts would have to me that I could never be independent. I was told many times that because I am a woman (girl) I would have to wait on a man to give me the life I have.
Ha! I can! I did! I would have love to tell myself she could!
Besides my extremely proud news....
Kaleb gave me a rough time this morning. I was running late. I think I would have forgot my head if it was not attached. My friend brought oil last night for the car. He didn't even put it in. After all the bitching about how the engine could stop he didn't put the oil in. Then I got to work, my car is on E. I forgot to grab my debit card this morning.
I got to work and emailed James. This is how wonderful of a man he is!!! He told me to come down. He would put my oil in. He offer to give me money for gas. So I get to see James after work and know that I will be ok to get home.
I went out with James on Saturday. I could totally fall for this man. He is everything I ever wanted in a man. I enjoy his company. He is respectful. He loves kids. He wants to be married again. We talk about everything. He is very easy to talk too. I cannot wait to start this life together. I feel like I can really rely on him. We have so much incommon. My heart skips a beat everytime I get a message from him. He seems like such a wonderful man.