I am getting excited. I am going to see James on Saturday. We are going bowling. I cannot wait to spend more time with him. I am use to having boys play head games. He is so straightforward. That is totally refreshing. I am totally smitten.
At this very moment in time, I am the happiest I have been in years!!! I am so blessed and grateful for everything I have, the ones that I love, and the roof over my head. Thank You God for giving everything I needed because without you I do not want to know where I would be.
For starters, today is my one year anniversary for being employed at the same place. This is a huge deal for me. The last time I stayed at a job this long, I was 17 years old. It wasn't that I couldn't hold a job or I got fired. I was gypsy. I lived in the back of a van or with friends. I have lived all over the country. I had no committed to any real place. I followed my heart. I only worked long enough to get a few dollars and move on. Once I got pregnant my mindset changed and I knew children needed steady and stable environment. That wasn't me at the time. I AM TODAY!
I pay bills. I have a roof over my family's heads. I have food in my cupboards. We have clean clothes. I have a steady income. I am so proud of myself. Looking back on myself about 15 years ago, my inner thoughts would have to me that I could never be independent. I was told many times that because I am a woman (girl) I would have to wait on a man to give me the life I have.
Ha! I can! I did! I would have love to tell myself she could!
Besides my extremely proud news....
Kaleb gave me a rough time this morning. I was running late. I think I would have forgot my head if it was not attached. My friend brought oil last night for the car. He didn't even put it in. After all the bitching about how the engine could stop he didn't put the oil in. Then I got to work, my car is on E. I forgot to grab my debit card this morning.
I got to work and emailed James. This is how wonderful of a man he is!!! He told me to come down. He would put my oil in. He offer to give me money for gas. So I get to see James after work and know that I will be ok to get home.
I went out with James on Saturday. I could totally fall for this man. He is everything I ever wanted in a man. I enjoy his company. He is respectful. He loves kids. He wants to be married again. We talk about everything. He is very easy to talk too. I cannot wait to start this life together. I feel like I can really rely on him. We have so much incommon. My heart skips a beat everytime I get a message from him. He seems like such a wonderful man.
It is going to be a busy day. I have a WIC appointment and a doctor's appointment for my son today. I am leaving work at noon to make the appointments. I have to get all my work in before I leave for my 3 day weekend. I have Monday off due to Veteran's day. I think its really great to work for a bank for this reason alone.
Last night's dinner went very well too. Grandma and my dad loved it!!! I made bbq ribs, egg noodles, asaragus, carrots and corn with pineapple! Yummy!!! I have no clue what I am making for dinner tonight. I am thinking hamburgers. I am not sure yet.
Saturday, I am hoping to go out with James. He is planning on taking me to lunch and then the rest is a surprise. I have to get everything ready tonight so I do not have to worry about cleaning or anything tomorrow.
I am also trying to get a kitchen table and chairs. I have been shopping around for a little while. I think I found one I can afford and is nice looking.