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Hurricane Emotion

Friday, November 02, 2012

It has been a very rough night. I found out last night that my cousin, Thomas Wayne Currier, died in a car crash. He was only 23 years old. I am finally feeling numb. I stopped crying for now.

I have been giving my son extra kisses and hugs. I am emotional wreck right now. emoticon emoticon

I am so glad I have a therapy today after work. I really need to talk to someone.

  
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MALISNEWLIFE 11/2/2012 9:59PM

    (((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) im here for you let me know if i can help

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JILLIEWILLIE1 11/2/2012 3:21PM

    I am so very sorry for the loss of you cousin. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. emoticon

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Dating and Nervousness

Monday, October 29, 2012

I just asked a man out and he said yes!

I haven't met this man yet. We found each other on a dating site. We talked a few weeks before exchanging number. For the last three weeks, we have been texting everyday several times a day. Last week we became facebook friends. Today, I got a bug up my behind and asked, "Do you want to meet for Coffee?" emoticon I cannot believe I asked him out.

Next Monday I will be meeting this man that I have grown very close too. I am so excited. As I am sitting here thinking about how the meeting will go. Will I bored him? Will we have anything to talk about? I do know we have things in common. He is great on paper.

I am just being a woman.

This is the first time in my life I know what I want out of a man and a relationship. I wrote a list of things I wanted. Seems to me that everything on this list is what qualities this man has. I am wondering if I am what he is looking for. I wondering if he knows.

This is also the first time in my life I have my ducks in a row. I have a good job. I have my own place. I am independent. I have my own car. I know what I want. I know what I need. I do not need a man but I want a man. I have never been like this before. My family has always said that when I have my act together the rest will come.

I am super excited. I am super scared.

  
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GARDENCHRIS 11/6/2012 10:06AM

    wish you the best!

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ANDY_54 10/31/2012 8:16PM

    Hope everything goes great at the meet up! Good luck!

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JLPEASE 10/29/2012 4:22PM

    I hope everything goes great! You sound confident in what you want, and that's a good thing.
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MELLIE1030 10/29/2012 3:35PM

    Great job. Good luck!

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LIFEFOUNDONARUN 10/29/2012 3:21PM

    I wish you all the best!! Sounds like you are in a wonderful place in your life right now! I met my love online, too, and I just love him to pieces. Good luck!!

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61 days of Holiday FUN!!!

Thursday, October 25, 2012

The start of the holiday season beginning and so does my chaos. This weekend will be my son's second year of trick or treating and fall festivals. I have our families costumes are picked out. I am the devil and Kaleb is going to be a bumble bee. Friday night, they have trunk 'n treat at a local church. Then on Saturday, they have a Halloween party in a town near ours.

Kaleb will be turning 2 years old on the 4th of November. I picked up a couple of presents for the occasion. I picked him a helmet for his bike that Grandma brought for him. I have a few smaller gifts. I am ordering his cake next Saturday. I have not even decided on what kind of cake I will be getting for him. I do know where I am ordering it. I have a $4 coupon off any cake that arrived in the mail three days ago. Yes!!!

My mother, sister and brother in law are leaving the afternoon after Kaleb's birthday party. It will be there turn to go to New York. My sister is having her baby shower with family and friends. They will be gone for two weeks!!!

Kaleb will be in daycare for two weeks. I am hoping he will adjust well.

Of course, Thanksgiving will be followed closely to my families return. I am planning a dinner for Ed (the man my son knows as dad), Star (a friend from work whose kids are with their fathers this year), Kaleb and myself. I have know clue what I am going to be making but I have been thinking about it. During the next few weeks, I will be purchasing a table and chairs. This is my first Thanksgiving in my home. I am planning the meal to be on a Saturday.

Two weeks after my best friend and her family will becoming into town. She was planning on coming here at the beginning of the year. Due to the safety of her children, she needs to here a month year. I am trying to get presents for the two boys. Plus, having the little details in place for her family to feel at home. That is stressing me out. I want her family to feel comfortable until they can find a place. I guess it is because I am a type A personality. I have wanted this for a very long time. I am just scared she will not feel comfortable and leave.

I have nothing to decorate my house to make if feel like Christmas. This only leaves me today at my starting line of 61 days of stressing out about making things just right.

Top it off:

My personal goal for ME!!! I need to have some me time too!!!

Taking Kaleb swimming 3 days a week
Exercising without Kaleb 2 days a week
Making sure I keep my appointments
Keep on a budget

Scale Goal: current weight 251
November 25: 241
December 25: 231

  


Ex boyfriend Pissing Me Off

Friday, October 05, 2012

So I am going to be in New York tomorrow. I am super excited. Every post, comment and person I have seen has heard about it.

When I get to NY my ex is there. He believes we are getting back together. I cannot tell you the time and energy used to tell him "NO, we are not getting together. I am done with that relationship. I deserve better and I want better. You have nothing to offer me."

He does not have a job, car, or even a home to call his own! He has no motivation. Frankly, he is to old for me. '

I even got to the point of making up a boyfriend. My fake boyfriend is Randy. He lives an hour from me. He is sweet and kind. We have a good time together. So I told him.

He was like... what if something happens while you are up here?

Nothing is going to happen!!! I am in a relationship. I like him very much.

How come the dumpasses come out and want to eat me alive? I have to make up a nice guy!

  
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NEPTUNE1939 10/5/2012 12:20PM

    The world is full of jerks who do not know the meaning of "NO". Speaking as a former cop, if you think he is or may be stalking you, many states have laws to give you relief. Make a police report to get in on record. I've seen too many instance like yours that quickly get out of hand. Phone harrassment and/or treaspassing may also apply.

Please, be pro-active regarding your personal security, Earl

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Prepared!?

Thursday, October 04, 2012

One day at a time...

This day seems to take forever. Actually all week has seem to take forever... its not just watching the clock but watching the calendar.

I want this vacation that is so closer to be here already!

I have to pack the car tonight. I did not want to do it this morning. I am so anxious that I think my heart is going to fall out of my chest.

I wonder if I will drop anymore weight just from my anxiety. Maybe...

Ahhh...

tic toc goes the clock...

I made my list of things to do... come on time....

What to do? What to do?

Done with my work... I worked so fast.... Is it time to go?

In 24 hours I will be gone to New York....

Packing is done!

Presents are ready!

Waiting, waiting... could it be?

Not time yet....

A half hour to go before I get my car ready.....

Waiting and Waiting....

Let's see...

toothbrush and paste... in bathroom

brush on the counter with shampoo and conditioner....

GPS... in the car plugged in ready to go

Cooler in the living room sitting on the floor... cannot pack that until tomorrow morning

Healthy snack... going to the grocery store before I go home...

Is it Time?

Nope....

Glasses.... oh no... oh yeah top of my head

Where is my credit card?

Oh in my wallet....

I am so excited... breathe breathe

Addresses and phones all wrote down... waiting next to...

Oh crap...

Oh yeah next to the cell phone that is being charged...

Camera and charger in the kitchen...

Why do I feel so unorganized? I have been doing this in my head for over a month....

Because I am so Excited and the hourly count down begins...

Waiting and waiting...

What will this trip be like? Will I like this vacation? Will I have fun? Will it be everything I expected to be?

Just in this final count down...

Just Breathe

Kaleb's toys are in a bag a long with some books...

Diaper... I mean pull ups... oh yeah I have them in the car already...

Please God.... Am I prepared?

  


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