Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Well, I talked to Rosalee this morning. She was in Richmond, Virginia. She will be here tonight after I get out of work. Jay is suppose to be a sweetheart and clean the bathrooms before she gets here.
I figured if it does not rain tonight, Rosalee and I, we will be able to have a mini fire. If it rains and if she is in the mood, there is always cards.
As for last night, we had a really bad thunderstorm. My power went out a couple of time. I had to be patience while waiting until my cable came back on and the storm died down. I wanted to call Rosalee. I was happy once that happened because I went to bed after I knew she transferred to her bus.
I have also decided I need to get a battery for my alarm clock. It really made me nervous that I would not have my alarm in the morning.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
I do not even know where to start.
I have been seeing a man for about 2 months now. I have known him as a very close friend for about 10 years. We have seen each other at our best and worst. He is a very handsome, sweet and kind man. I have had a lot of feeling for him for a while. My insecurities stopped me from pursing the relationship in the past. Our path have just keep crossing.
I know that his attraction is to smaller woman. He keeps bringing up the fact that he does not find bigger woman attractive until he met me.
I thought was sweet. I just do not see how in the world he can find me attractive. He usually dates woman that are so small that eating a m&m would make them look pregnant.
Let me just say, in his defend, he has know idea that I feel insecure with my body in the first place. He loves that I have a ton of self-confidence.
I know that I am beautiful and smart. I know that I am worth wild. I just do not how I am ever going to be able to take my clothes off in front of him. Anytime he instigates us to be intimate I find a way to keep my clothes covering my rolls.
I am use to a men that enjoy curvy woman. How the hack am I going to get through this?
Where did myself confidence go?
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