Thursday, March 14, 2013
Such a sad day for me. I know I shouldn't complain. Woke up this morning with a praise in my heart then got on computer and got a message from my son's girlfriend. They recently made me a proud nana in Dec. No one in my family has seen my grandbaby so I posts his pictures on my facebook page so that they can see how he is coming alone.She asked me to delete his pics off my page I can't get mad at her but it was hurtful cause they have been on there since the day he was born and she never said anything til yesterday. I think that on Tuesday her sister sent me a friend request and I accepted it and she had a very good pic of the baby so i downloaded it to my page and i think that's why she got bent out of shape. I deleted all of his pics off before I came to work this morning. I daily go on my page just to look at his pics even though they are on my phone it's much easier to look at him while I'm on line. On top of that my car broke down last week so I've been having to walk to work at 430am all this week. I don't have the money to get it fix and I don't have a support system to help me. Don't know when I'll be able to get it fix. That's just to name a few so much negative things have happened to me this week alone and it's beginning to wear me down. One thing that I have confidence in is that God said He will never leave me or forsake me. God I need you now to lift this pain in my heart and give me peace over every situation in my life. I haven't been eating right or exercising, I've gain my weight back and just not motivated anymore.