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Another New Toy! Best One Ever!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I have just discovered the most amazing piece of fitness equipment!
If you haven’t checked out the TRX, you might want to do so.

The TRX is a very simple device that looks like a few cargo straps hanging from a hook. When I first saw it I thought it would be way too simple or too gimmicky to do anything for me. Then I saw a short review of it by Spark Coach Nicole (at least I think it was Coach Nicole) and so I gave it a second look.

I started watching youtube videos about it and I started to get interested. Within a couple of days I was convinced that I couldn’t live without this amazing thing. The problem is that they cost about $200 bucks.

I’m not saying that it isn’t worth $200, in fact I think it is. It’s worth every penny. However, that doesn’t mean that I can afford it. So I made a trip to the hardware store and for $34.11 I built my own.

I’ve only had it for a week and already I’m amazed at what it has done for my flexibility and range of motion. I know that with consistent use it is going to greatly improve my strength.

I have adhesions in my ribs on the right side and sometimes the pain is intense. There have been days when I can't bend over, can't twist, can't even sit still without it hurting. I’ve done physical therapy before for it and that helped, but a week of TRX has reduced the pain more than any 6 weeks of physical therapy ever did. Thanks to the TRX, I'm hopeful that in time, the problem may go away completely.

If I only owned one piece of fitness equipment, this would be it.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxzQjbJLLJk&
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There are many different companies that make a similar product and I'm sure they all do about the same thing - I just chose the above video because it was the best video I found so far and this particular design was the one that I found easiest to replicate at home.

  
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EMILY-THE-GOOD 8/19/2010 8:25AM

    LOVE the TRX at the gym.

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TEDYBEAR2838 8/19/2010 8:14AM

    SO glad that you found something to help yourself and others that won't set us back financially. I checked out your video. thanks

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TABBYARTS 8/17/2010 11:45PM

    Mic, you are SO ingenious! Yes, give us the details. Why reinvent the wheel? er, strap? Maybe this will tire you out so that you sleep better?! Glad to hear about the quick results concerning your rib ailment!
TOBY

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LOGOULD 8/17/2010 11:18PM

    Thanks for sharing - I believe even I can figure out how to replicate this contraption and I do think it would work great. Think it'll be an excellent project for weekend after this.

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ARIANERA 8/17/2010 9:57PM

    Looks like fun. Just curious, what parts did you buy for the self-made replacement system...Webbing I can see, but what did you use for the hand-holds?

Ari

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FLUTTER-BY)L( 8/17/2010 9:49PM

    OK now my skinny boy kids think I am crazy. I want to make one too. Would you be willing to share the details with me? I love the idea. Even if you don't share the idea I am very glad I saw it and that you are enjoying it.

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LOOZINITNOW 8/17/2010 9:17PM

    Kudos to you for being crafty and making your own! emoticon

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DENRNAJ 8/17/2010 8:48PM

    I like it! just be careful, I see in this the potential for me to get totally wound up! LOL
Sister J

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FICTIONRUNNER 8/17/2010 8:21PM

    Interesting video. I can see the benefits for sure, but $200 is mostly for the name/style/whatever. Good thinking making your own!

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If I haven't gone to sleep yet, then it isn't the next day yet.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Sleep is a big issue for me right now.
My schedule is a mess and getting healthy is just complicating it!

I normally sleep for about 2 or 3 hours in the evening before my first shift and then I sleep for 4 hours in the late morning before my second shift. I work about 8 hours a day, but it's two 4 hour shifts, right at 12 hours apart. That makes it difficult to fit everything else in. Sometimes I skip one of my sleep times because I'm too busy.

Now normally I am so tired by the time I find my bed that I fall into it and begin to snore almost instantly. However, now that I'm eating better and getting some exercise, I'm not always tired when it's time to sleep. I'm finding myself revved up when I should be falling down.

Right now it is 7:45 in the morning and I should have been asleep for a couple of hours, but I can't do it. I want to go run, maybe do some tae bo, I could go run some errands this morning and get them out of the way, etc.

Getting healthy is messing up my already fragile schedule.
It's getting tougher and tougher. I know darn well that the only reason I went to bed yesterday morning is that I wanted to start tracking food for a new day and I felt like I could declare it a new day whenever I woke up from my nap.

The day before I had the opposite problem. I hadn't eaten enough and so I ended up just tracking food on that same day's page until it filled in because if I haven't been to sleep yet, then it must still be the same day, right?

At this point I actually have no idea when one day stops and another starts. Apparently it has nothing to do with the clock, calendar, sunrise, or number of hours that has passed. As near as I can tell, the day is over when I have eaten enough calories and it isn't over until I have!

My dog, Meana, is always by my side. She complains about the lack of routine. She kvetches and grumbles when she is tired and I'm not going to bed. She's tried to adapt, bless her heart. She can't help it that she has more sense than I do.



For a couple of weeks now I have wracked my brain, trying to figure out why my workouts have been so bloody difficult and why my muscles cramp up within minutes of exertion.
I posted a question to the experts concerning hydration. I've blogged about nutrition. I've taken my friends' suggestions seriously. I've gotten vitamin and mineral supplements. I'm tracking potassium, sodium, calcium, and magnesium on the nutrition tracker. Still my muscles cramp.

I wonder if it could have anything to do with the lack of sleep and the way in which I creatively measure the length of days?

Well...Okay, maybe...

Okay, that's it. I've put this off long enough.
I'm changing my schedule, effective Monday morning.

My new goals are to get all of my sleep in one stretch, to get enough sleep to function somewhat normally (?), and to actually have days begin and end on a regular basis (like maybe once every 24 hours or something).

I've just been putting it off because when I change my schedule, some of my clients will find it to be inconvenient and I can lose customers. At this point, I just have to do it anyway. Wish me luck!

  
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SUEZETTE-414 8/15/2010 10:06PM

    One night of no sleep really doesn't effect my running.
However, when I'm in my insomnia circle, my running just plain sucks.....

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COLIBRI930 8/15/2010 9:19PM

    It's worth losing some clients to get your sleep. If you are well rested and healthy, you will attract more clients during the times when your business used to be slower. Try setting your sleep schedule as primary, eating schedule next, then clients around both of those. You will be surprised.... if you do it, they will come!

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DENRNAJ 8/15/2010 3:45PM

    I like the unicycle peeking in the back of the pic-
without all those REM cycles we start to go a bit crazy-
good luck with the schedule changes!

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LOGOULD 8/15/2010 1:56PM

    I know it will be tough....admitting it to a woman.....but, tell Meana she's right. Our bodies are designed to get 7-9 hours sleep/rest/recovery a day. In this hemispherer that is usually a 24 consecutive hour period of time. Most people consider the start of their day to be at approximately the same time every day.

emoticonjust my sarcasric side popping out. But seriously, it sounds like you know EXACTLY what you need to do. You MUST take care of Michael 1st so that there is something left of him to share, (with yours customers and everyone else). Once you get your schedule set and your energy is going through the roof, think about how much better you will be able to take care of the needs of your clients...I bet in the long run they'll be thanking you!

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KATHY_NATURELVR 8/15/2010 1:03PM

    Sleep is definitely important...your body is not made to function that way.

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KIMMAS82 8/15/2010 12:51PM

    Holy cats!! Not sure what you do but that sounds like a brutal schedule!! Hope you ge it all worked out!!

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TABBYARTS 8/15/2010 12:07PM

    I'm with Bonnie on this, Mic. Take care of YOU or there won't be any YOU to share. And listen to your dog. That's GOD spelled backwards. Total love and acceptance. Love ya Brother, take care.
TOBY

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PRYDEQUEEN 8/15/2010 12:03PM

    That is some crazy schedule! I am amazed at how you are able to function with so little sleep! Please change your schedule!

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NJMATTICE 8/15/2010 12:00PM

    I think that you are hearing a voice inside you say "Proper rest is important to your health." Listen to that voice and work toward making the healthy choices about your "restorative process". I'll reinforce what your healthy voice is saying: "Get your beauty sleep!"
Have a great day and even better yet, have a good night's sleep.
-Nancy
ps I saw you on my friend feed at all hours this morning. I wondered about you. Thanks for taking the wonder out of the situation. emoticon

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LOVESLIFE13 8/15/2010 11:52AM

    I hope you can work out a schedule to fit your needs (and your customers)!! Glad to hear you have more energy!! Just keep taking it in steps, you will get there my friend!! By the way, you have a beautiful dog!!! Take care and talk to you soon, Lyn emoticon

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BONNIE627 8/15/2010 11:37AM

    you won't have any customers if you let yourself get so run down that you cannot function... sleep is very important and not something you can catch up on once a week...lack of sleep does all kinds of weird things to the body so please try and get on a different schedule..we do care about you.

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Success!

Friday, August 13, 2010

It's been a very successful day for me!
Good things happen and I celebrate them by blogging and sharing with my wonderful SparkFriends!

My day started with a nice run - I use the word "run" very loosely, but I use it!

Recently I re-started the c25k program and am using the week 1 podcast.
Here is what happened:

1st attempt - I ran the first two intervals and as I started the third one, my thigh muscle attempted to tie itself into some sort of sailors knot. I turned around and limped home - muscle cramping all the way.

2nd attempt - I got through the 3rd interval, when I began the 4th interval my thighs started again with the cramping. Again I turned around and limped home.

3rd attempt - Yep, we are talking the third attempt at DAY 1! Knowing that my body is struggling, I decided to run every other interval. I ran 1,3,5, and 7. I just walked through the even numbered ones. At least I didn't turn around and go home.

4th attempt - I was able to run 1,2, and 3 - I walked through the 4th, then I ran 5,6,7, and 8! I'm getting closer!

5th attempt - That was today. I made it! I finally did it! I ran all 8 of the intervals.

Success is what happens when you don't stop trying!

I'm finding this to be so much harder than last year and I'm not quite sure why, but I'm determined to not compare this time to last time, but to just keep going.

These muscle cramps are getting on my nerves. Last night I could only spend 14 minutes on my exercise bike before my thighs gave up on me. It's that muscle on the outside portion of my leg, toward the back. Now that I'm eating well and drinking water, I'm hoping that this issue resolves itself. Time will tell.

Meanwhile I am going to celebrate a successful w1d1 run and the fact that 14 minutes of cycling is a vast improvement over zero minutes of cycling!

  
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MONKEYGETSFIT 8/19/2010 8:09AM

    Hey... it sounds like your thigh muscles may be really tight and may have knots. This is likely from months of inactivity with lots of sitting... it is fairly common.

Have you heard of foam roll stretching? You use a foam roll or something similar and gently apply pressure. You slowly roll the roll down the offending body part (you are on top of it) until you find a tender spot... once you find the tender spot, sustain the pressure there for 20-30 seconds. You can do this before an after every workout as well as everyday. You don't have to warm up before performing this "stretch" and it REALLY helps a ton. This site is just so you can see what I'm talking about. You can use it to hit the muscles that are bothering you in the same way... but it's best to run through all of these and see what other tender spots may exist.

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Stretching is integral to training... especially if you are feeling tighteness. That tightness is causing other muscle imbalances that just what you notice, and this isn't safe... so stretch well and listen to your body.

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JOYATLAST 8/15/2010 5:39AM

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DEBSMAKEOVER 8/14/2010 10:37PM

    Welcome back and congrats on conquering all 8 intervals! You are an inspiration to us all.

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SHOAPIE 8/14/2010 2:19PM

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KATHY_NATURELVR 8/14/2010 2:04PM

    Did you actually add up all of the miles you did walking OR running? I'd be willing to bet it was more than 6!

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TABBYARTS 8/14/2010 1:24PM

    DUDE! YOU ARE AWESOME! With your persevering attitude you will do fine. I admire your determination. Use all the suggestions that each one gave you here. I liked your approach of walk one interval, run one interval. TOBY

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HEIDISO 8/14/2010 1:21PM

    emoticon Congrats on making it thru the first day.

I'm glad to see I'm not the only one that struggles with that first day. I need to keep on trying.

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SUZYMOBILE 8/14/2010 9:02AM

    I love "Success is what happens when you don't stop trying!" Have you tried gentle stretches before and after?

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LOOZINITNOW 8/14/2010 8:09AM

    Take care of those muscles but keep pushing! You are going to succeed beyond your wildest dreams!

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LOGOULD 8/14/2010 12:11AM

    I've had alot of luck with Potassium too. Especially when we are drinking so many fluids, you can tend to "lose" alot of the salts in your body. Bananas, cantalope etc....even some sports drinks. Make sure that you are good and warmed up and before you start the actual run portion (once you've warmed up), try some stretches to those muscles too.

emoticonon finishing the day, though. Remember, you can't fail if you don't give up! emoticon

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MSSUNBUG 8/13/2010 11:50PM

    Magnesium/Calcium supplements have helped me a lot with muscle cramps--potassium has helped my husband with his. The most important thing is to just keep trying--like everything on this journey!--and you're doing it! Way to go--hope the running gets nothing but easier from here on out.

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BONNIE627 8/13/2010 10:16PM

    just don't hurt yourself trying to do too much too soon.. work into it..

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JLUVSHIKIN 8/13/2010 8:32PM

    Consider supplementing with calcium AND Magnesium, you need both for adequate absorbtion.... do some research first or talk to some people at a good reliable health food store.
A good alternative to that is a packet of EmergenC.
Food is always the best way to supplement your body, but when we are trying to build to better health, sometimes extra supplements are worth trying.
You can google foods to see what are high in Magnesium... but one thing with the magnesium supplements it can ummm make you "loose". Don't over do it.
Also, are you adequately hydrated before you run?
Anyway, my two cents. If you are interested... do the research to make sure that is what you need.

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ONEWEIGH 8/13/2010 7:41PM

    Remember my motto: Slow Progress is Still Progress! emoticon emoticon

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ACUFF1156 8/13/2010 7:10PM

    Great Job! You are right... the only time you fail is when you quit... And the cramp thing... I have heard that Potassium will help that... oh and of course, Lots of Water!!

Have a great day... Glad to see you are doing good!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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NAADEI 8/13/2010 7:09PM

  I admire your perseverance. keep it up!

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New toy

Thursday, August 12, 2010



If you don't already use Freecycle - you might consider checking it out.
Freecycle is a yahoo group where people give away stuff they don't want any more and people ask for stuff they are looking for and can't / won't / don't want to buy. I get a lot of cool, free stuff there.

So far this year I have gotten an old lap top (a dinosaur, but still working!) my van, a new bread machine, and today I got an exercise bike - all for FREE. I've also gotten rid of some old furniture, a boat, an old stove, a Rhode Island Red hen, and a freezer full of vegetarian foods that I wouldn't eat.

There is a little bit of everything on Freecycle from pets and plants to building supplies and books. It's active almost every where so there is likely to be an active group in your area. It's free to use.

Don't pay to have things hauled off if someone in your community could use them, and if there is something you need, just ask and someone might have one that they will give to you.

When I get done torturing myself with this thing, I'll probably put it back on Freecycle and let someone else have it.

I was just sitting watching tv last night and I thought to myself, I sure wish I had a treadmill or exercise bike to use right now. Well, now I do!

I had a really good day today. Beside getting a new toy, I got to start catching up with my old spark friends! I also went grocery shopping and got some healthy stuff - and they were having a great sale and I saved a ton of money.

Today I even measured my food and logged it! WOW! That's a real accomplishment for me.
I even...drum roll please....DRANK WATER!!!!!

Yep, I drank 4 cups so far and will probably have some more later. I am amazed to find out that the human body can actually function for months on coffee and cokes with no plain water what so ever - it doesn't function well mind you, but you don't die or anything.

I do think this is the number one reason that my c25k program has been so amazingly difficult. I've tried 4 times so far and can't complete day 1. It just goes to show that when you don't treat your body with some respect, it won't work right.

So I drank that water today and I swear, I could hear the rust loosening in my joints as I did it. Tomorrow is my 5th attempt at c25k day one. Maybe this time I'll make it!

  
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SUEZETTE-414 8/13/2010 10:14PM

    our freecycle sucks....no one gives away anything....where I live, they are too rich to give things away (I'm not rich, we don't live in THAT area!...LOL) They donate their stuff and get tax write offs instead.

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ROCKOROB 8/13/2010 4:53PM

    You're not going to try and ride that thing down your hallway are you? Good info on the site, I sent off my email to join my local group. I logged my food yesterday for the first time in....well I almost forgot how to use the tool! It was not a pretty site, but I suppose I will do it again today.

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KATHY_NATURELVR 8/13/2010 3:57PM

    My husband has subscribed to our local freecycle, it's a great way to recycle things!

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RACHELRB 8/13/2010 2:29PM

    A van? Wow! I should have gone their to get my son a car. He's been using mine all summer and I miss it! I'm going to go check that out now.

So your new toy looks painful to me- I go for the recumbent one at the gym.

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JLUVSHIKIN 8/13/2010 1:05PM

    Welcome back to the journey! We have missed you!

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ASTORRES1 8/13/2010 11:55AM

    Thanks...never heard of Freecycle...but I will be checking it.
Glad you are back with us...you were missed...
How is the Unicycling going???


amy

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LOGOULD 8/13/2010 11:41AM

    Nice pick-up!!! Love freecycle! Good job on the water too, nice start and it's still early - I know you can get down the other four. Hop on that bike and (dare I say it, work up a sweat) that'll get you in the mood for more water!

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BONNIE627 8/13/2010 10:51AM

    love freecycle myself.. get rid of all kinds of stuff that I no longer need or want..great site.. congrats on the bike.. be sure to put it to good use.. LOL

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RONNIEHUEY 8/13/2010 10:40AM

    Thanks for the info!

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PRYDEQUEEN 8/13/2010 9:55AM

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LOOZINITNOW 8/13/2010 8:37AM

    Sounds like a great site! Thanks for sharing. I do find the more water I drink, the better my muscles function. I've tried walking before drinking any water and after and there is a big difference. The endurance just is not there without it. Drink up! emoticon

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SUZYMOBILE 8/13/2010 7:15AM

    I was on Freecycle for a while, but left because I couldn't keep up with the email notifications, LOL! It's a truly great source of exercise equipment. (Boy is that a commentary on people's level of commitment!)

Why don't you add a note about Freecycle to the Secrets of Success? You'd get points for it.

Great on the water! And here's a secret: you can keep drinking coffee and Diet Coke TOO! I sure do! emoticon emoticon

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JEANLECUY 8/13/2010 6:52AM

    Mike,
I love this blog. It is like you are the tin man, except you have lots of heart, and when you start drinking the water you staart moving slowly.
I love free cycle! I have given so much stuff away....And I have received so much as well. Love it. Great idea to spread the word.
Welcome back my friend.
Jeanne

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LADY_JOSIELOT 8/13/2010 2:59AM

    I love Freecycle. Great find! I used to be like you with water, but slowly I started drinking more and more. Now I easily down 10 plain glasses a day (in my handy dandy stainless steel water bottle) and sometimes (especially during/after exercising or when it's hot) ONLY plain water will do. That being said, "plain water" is water after it comes out of my Pur water pitcher filter, because tap water is gross and smells and tastes like chlorine.

- Josie

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KBUCKMASH 8/13/2010 2:04AM

    Need to check out that website. Have stuff that needs to be gotten rid of - just might find someone who needs it.

Am glad you have not given up on c25k program because that means I have not used up all of my tries/attempts at changing my lifestyle. Good luck with your latest attempt and have fun with the new toy.
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I'm really torn

Thursday, August 12, 2010

I got all set to come back to Spark and then I thought to myself, geez I really should just start over. So I made myself a new page and began to get back into the swing of things.
.....but I missed my old friends.....a lot.
Sure I was making new ones, and that's awesome, but still.....

It's been a VERY long time since I've visited Spark, and still, some of my Spark Friends keep commenting on my page and sending me stuff.

They just don't know when to give up.....
.....aren't they awesome?!?!?

That's what friends are for, they don't give up on you even when you have given up on yourself.

Not only do I still get stuff from my friends, I keep being friended by folks. These people can see that I don't log in, I don't check in, I don't do jack squat, and still, they friend me! Amazing!

So now I am torn between just giving all my friends my new user name and directing them to my new page, or just resetting everything here and using this page.

Any ideas?

Oh and a quick update: I'm back to jogging, I've had to start all over on the c25k program and for some reason it's much much much harder now than it was the first time. I'm divorced. My son starts high school this month! I quit smoking, again. I haven't ridden my unicycle in I don't know when. Geez, I haven't eaten right or drank a glass of water in I don't know when! I went through some depression, but I'm done with that now and now I gotta get back to some healthy living!

  
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PERSISTENT_GIRL 8/30/2010 10:04PM

    Yayyy~ you were awesome when you were here and you took a break from sp and realized that life just isnt the same without it, huh? huh?

Glad you back and were here for you, even with all you just went threw! Lets do C25k together k? IT IS HARDDDDDDDDDD but WE CAN DO IT! :)

cheers!

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MONKEYGETSFIT 8/19/2010 7:57AM

    Reset here!! Keep the history of your progress, your reappearance and your future progress all in one place... Duh! ;-)

You know why people add you even when they see you've been inactive? Because you were SOOO awesome before you left, they are waiting and hoping and knowing you'll reappear sometime. You can't let those new people down!

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SUEZETTE-414 8/13/2010 10:12PM

    I missed you...either stay here or give me your new user name!!

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LADY_JOSIELOT 8/13/2010 3:01AM

    Glad to have you back! My opinion would be to clear the history or whatnot on THIS account and start over with it, but of course you can do whichever you want. :)

- Josie

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ROCKOROB 8/12/2010 9:33PM

    It's about time ace! I have just recently been trying to get back on track myself. I went through a thyroidectomy and cancer scare, gained all but 10 pounds back and have been trying to get my big o lazy ass back on board with this health thing. You know, health nuts are going to feel real stupid one day lying in the hospital dying of nothing! (JK)
Anywho, here or there it's nice to see you back on your motivator page, you earned this page and like it or not, you're looked up to. Shout back sometime homeskillet!

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JANEDOE12345 8/12/2010 6:54PM

    Hi! Welcome back! Just get that unicycle out and get busy. We all backslide (or I did anyway) and we will do this. I gained back every ounce. The neat thing is I am still smoke free. Hey, it's all cool.
Pam

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JEANLECUY 8/12/2010 6:06PM

    Thanks for the lifesaver today! I have been drowning. I have been thinking about doing a new page too.... but I decided not to, because even though I have gone through a tough time, it is part of the journey. I do not want to forget it, because I do not want to repeat it.
:) Jeanne

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SUZYMOBILE 8/12/2010 4:34PM

    I'm so happy to see that you're back! I wasn't gonna just give up and remove you from my friends, either. Sounds like you've been through a lot in your life lately, so you owe it to yourself to take care of yourself every way you can. I heard a great quote from Rosanne Cash on NPR yesterday: "Borrow from [the strength, wisdom, and perspective you'll have in] the future" to deal with turmoil in your life today.

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ASTORRES1 8/12/2010 4:12PM

    So glad you are back...you were missed....


amy

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KATHY_NATURELVR 8/12/2010 12:01PM

    I'm in agreement with everyone else. Whichever you decide to do, keep us informed!

Oh, I don't know if it was there before but just noticed the unicycle background and have to say I love it!

I hope you are finding peace in your life.

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RACHELRB 8/12/2010 11:41AM

    You're back! You're back! That' so awesome emoticon Looking forward to your terrific blogs and insights emoticon

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LOVESLIFE13 8/12/2010 11:05AM

    Glad you are back!! I don't know, maybe start a new page?? New you, new page!! Just let us know where you go!!! emoticon

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PRUPLEBEAR 8/12/2010 10:17AM

    I am glad your back! I think that you are going to have to decide which page is going to help you the most! Which ever one it is YOU better keep me as a friend! LOL! I have no words of wisdom on this! I do know that new or old friends will go to either page! Welcome back

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AHEALTHIERME9 8/12/2010 9:59AM

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Well, I think whichever way you want to do it is just fine... A fresh new start may be just what you need. You can change the look of your old page with new colors and pics and still maintain your user name and your Spark "history" so to speak.. or... you can make a clean break and start with your new account.

I'm just so glad you're back... so either way, just let me know what you decide to do... emoticon

So how are you feeling today?

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KIMMAS82 8/12/2010 8:56AM

    Glad to see you're back on whatever page you choose!!! There's something to be said about a fresh start but you can't forget where you've come from either. I Do realize that that is NOT helpful in any capacity!! emoticon

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LOOZINITNOW 8/12/2010 8:48AM

    You should decide what will give you the drive and motivation to dig deep. Just keep us up on what you decide as I do not want to lose you as a friend because you rock!

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BONNIE627 8/12/2010 8:24AM

    good for you.. sometimes we just need a frest start.. again if you leave this page please post your new one so we can continue to follow..hugs and best wishes on the new start.. emoticon emoticon

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ABRIDGESRNC 8/12/2010 7:52AM

    I can understand wanting a new start. If you decide to abandon this page, just let us know where to find you!

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LOGOULD 8/12/2010 7:49AM

    emoticonback!!! So glad to hear that you're back! Whatever way you decide, to stay with this page or to just give your friends your new page, is just fine....we'll track you down and stick with you through whatever life throws at you. You are quite the legend you know. Got to know you through your blogs that another Spark friend recommended to me...looking forward to getting to know you better as we continue this journey TOGETHER!

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TAZ675 8/12/2010 7:40AM

    Glad you're back!

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JOYATLAST 8/12/2010 5:33AM

    Dude! It's so good to see you!

I have to admit, I periodically checked your page just in case.

Friends never give up! Through thick or thin, on this page or that we'll be there.

Welcome Back,
Joy

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