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Weigh in Day

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Now I am in terrible mood. I just hate this. I just did all this blog and now I have to do it all over again. This dumb facebook losses my blog and I never get to post. So now I have to redo it. I can never do it the next time like the first. Why does this happen. I am so pissed. This is really a pet peeve of mine. It is not easy doing this blog then to lose it after I am so satisfied with what I did. Boy does that upset me. Now I will try again to state what I did the first time. I weighed myself today every saturday morning. It is hard for me cause I am anxious to do it yet am afraid to do it so it is a condumdrum for me. I know I am losing very slow, I know I need to lose very slow but it does not help they impatientness of me. I so want to get there now. I know realistically I cannot. Just have to keep on keep on that is all. Oh well. Oh now one of reason this is so strange for me is what I have done different. I went to my doctor and asked if i could go off certain meds I have been on for over 9 years. I did and I have not seen any changes in my health and yet now I have no food craving. I have in fact lost my appetite which is good. I know it will be so much harder to lose this time because of my hysterectomy and all. Plus my age. But I am determined not to let that stop me either.

  


Weigh In Day

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Don't you just love the day you weigh in? Me I do and I do not, it is such a condumdrum. I want to lose yet I want to do better than I know I am realistically suppose to. So I am one of those who wants instance success. I hate to be paitent and go the long route. I do not do this well. But knowing I do not do this well is the first step to staying sane and to keep on going. I am only losing one pound a week it seems. I have this problem which is strange this time around. I am not hungry and I end up making myself eat mor cause I am under 900 calories a day. I guess I know what I have to work on. This may be the reason I am so slow. But I do work out every day. I am getting stronger daily too. So just have to be patient. I am also wondering if it is my new mediaction. Since I started this I informed my doctor I wanted to take myself off 3 other drugs I had been taking for 9 years I wanted to see if there would be a difference in my health. There has been no change and I have clensed my system of all those meds. This may have been what was stopping me from lsoing also. Anyway I feel great I am off a lot of the meds and I am lsoing weight slow ans steady. Praise the Lord at all the new changes for the better for my body. emoticon

  


Friday 9 11

Friday, September 11, 2009

Well does not seem like it has been eight years since that terrible day for out nation. I have my flag out.
Hello been waiting for the end of the week because I have jury duty on monday and I have to call to check out my status on the week end. My week will be on hold if I have to report for jury duty. Another upsetting thing about this is I have doctors appts this week and I cannot change them seeing I will be leaving in less than 3 weeks. So things are up in the air right now. I also have to drive over 330mmin away to do this at the county seat. I am very trapped for finances and doing this daily traveling will cost me. But I do know it is our civic duty to do this. Just wish it did not cost me so much personally to do it. emoticon

  
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MITURN 9/11/2009 3:59PM

    You may be able to get an extension on your jury duty if you have dr. appointments you need to go to. I'm not sure how you have to do it, but it was an option last time I had it. It would put off the jury duty for like 3 months or so.

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Hello

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Does anyone else find it hard to blog. I read some of these blogs and they are so good. I just have not felt that creative lately. I use to be able to write but guess that was because it was required. Now I have a mind that seems fried. So hopefully as I do this more I will be able to open up more and write something that will help others. But for now I will just try to write and do this communication. One thing I do want to share, that is a thank you to all the people that have supported me so far. There are so many friendly supportive people on this site and I am very grateful for all tehy do for others here. emoticon emoticon

  
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SMILEY_MOM_GINA 9/10/2009 7:44PM

    I enjoy blogging but I guess thats because theres nobody in my actual life who really wants to listen to me going on and on about getting healthy. Blogging gives me that outlet without driving my family crazy :) Good luck with all your goals!

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JUNEBUG1944 9/10/2009 3:12PM

    Somedays, it seems there is just nothing to write about. I usually write about exercising, but that gets boring.

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A Charmed DAY

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Do we all not want to live a Charmed life. I love to escape into some place where things just happen in a fairy tale way. Where you can just imagine yourself this and it would happen. But that is not hw things work. In fact it takes hard work to get to where I want to be in my life. But with all the hard work it is still good to just hope and dream about other things. Kind of to help you take your mind off the others things for awhile. Guess I am in need of this kind of therapy right now. Well got my dose so it is now time to get motivated to doing what has to be done today.

  


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