Sunday, March 14, 2010
I bet most of us have dysfunctional families. There is always the one who goes the wrong way it seems. I even have one son that has done some bad things I am not proud of. It is hard when your adult children do not make adult decisions. Strange how one child is one way and the other way the other way.
Guess what I lost 1.4 pounds this week. Can you believe how good the scale has been to me, so I am really siked I now weight 159, I am in the fifties again, age and weight I just am so happy I wanted to go home and be in the fifties and I made it, This has really made my millennium.
I pray I keep going down. So I am a very stubborn person, I have been ill for the past week, and yesterday was nice and sunny so I decided to go for a walk. I have this personal problem do not tell, it is one reason I do not walk outside, my system is very weak, I was diagnosed with IBS when I got divorced. Anyway, it makes my life interesting. So I just went out to walk, had to cut through paths and run back home in 30 min. Was I upset with myself. But I kicked it off and turned and went right back out again for another 35 min, I walked at a good pace. I was soaked when I got back the first time, went back out wet. Well the story now is I feel worse today with this cold. I just cannot shake it. Do not know if the wind outside on the walk, or the sweat, or whatever, just did not help the cold. I was hoping I would sweat it out. The older I get the longer it seems to get over these colds. I hate it, have to sleep sitting up to help the draining. I am a mess. I just hate how it seems to be such a challenge to get my body to respond normally. This is what I deal with people, I am sharing a lot this morning must be really Ill. My life is not easy but I am a survivor and I will conquer this challenge.
OH and the spark points doe my emails still does not work, only one not working. Can you believe my luck? I got the lost weight to focus on. I want to work out today so bad, have yet to see if my body will be able to??? Like I said I am stubborn. I have not been swimming all week just doing the treadmill, once outside and Leslie Sansone. SO I missed two days this week because of this cold and I still lost. I guess the Lord is taking care of me through all of thses trials. It is good if you need someone on your side the Lord is who you want this is for sure. I am babbling. Thank you friends for all you do, it is so good to have peole to share my life with, it means more than I can put on this blog that is for sure. God Bless you all for watching over little me.