I have six other sisters. The one I am close to has her birthday on Friday. She and I will be the same age for three weeks. We were both born in December. I talked to her via Skype today she is in NV I am here in SC. Last year we spent the holidays together her husband was overseas working. She is a great cook. I had a great time. This year I will be alone for both our birthdays and the holidays. Things are always different for me. I get depressed around the holidays. There just are too many negative feelings from old memories. I call them bad tapes that are in your mind. Wish I was in Palm Springs again. There I had a great church and I sang in the choir. was a blessing and very uplifting. Oh well as I said things change. Hope you all get what you need and desire on these holidays.
Well talk about a repeat. I was awakened this morning again by my other friend just like yesterday. This is my friend in PA. We talked for an hour. I thank God for friends. This friend is on the opposite spectrum of the other one. She sent me a care package for new sneakers shirts, and even a JOURNAL. She is such a sweet woman, very caring to others. I pray for her to be blessed. She has a lot of health problems but she does not let it stop her.
PS I lost a pound this week
I am blessed to have friends. I got a call from one of my best friends this am. She lives in CA. It was a blessing to hear form her. i ended up crying after the call. We were really close when I lived there in CA too. She told me she had no heat and no cable. I felt awful for her. I wish I could do something. She just has to be so bored and cold. She lives all alone and is disabled. I pray someone will come to her aid. Thank you Lord you take care of me so well and I do not deserve it like she does. Just do not know why she has to be without.