Tuesday, October 18, 2011
I have to face that is is going to be a struggle the rest of my life with food and wanting to work out and do weights. I have to force myself to do it. P:lus I love food and I have very little enjoyment or vises except food. Not much in my life to look forward too right now. I wish there was it would motivate me more. Need some Ideas how to stay motivated and on the right track. I struggle and fight and have to talk myself into it everyday. I get tired of doing it too. It is very frustrating and not fun at all. Wish I was the kind of person that did not have to watch what I ate and could eat what I wanted, but I am not and so I fight with the choices daily.
So here is where I voice my thoughts and get it out. Am I the only one who has this struggle like this??? I wonder at times.