Lazy Day

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Well I have hit the lazy day syndrome I do not want to do a thing today. Had a terrible dreamy night and woke up in a strange mood. Not sure why this happens to me. I know what to tell myself but it still does not mean I wish I could just be lazy like I was before. Just have to get myself motivated to do what has to be done. I just got off Skype I was chatting with my sister in Nevada while I am in SC, we have a 3 hr time difference and all but we still hook up via web cam I just love the new gadgets they have now. But at least now I have this place to vent and talk about how I feel. I did not have this before.

  

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SHERRY666 10/21/2009 3:48PM

I like having a lazy day...... and then getting back to doing what I should have done while I was doing nothing... Lol.... I totally agree with you...... and all the computer gadgets they have now a days.... Makes life so much easier..... I'm thinking of getting a web cam too....... I don't know much about computers..... but believe me....... I'm learning.. Report Inappropriate Comment

PICKIE98 10/21/2009 3:09PM

I have never had a lazy day,, can I borrow one from you?? What do you do on a lazy day??? Nothing?? I would force myself to try that!! Report Inappropriate Comment

Fall in Full Bloom

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

You know the seasons are changing when you wake up to frost. I love the autumn time of the year, all the colors just makes you aware everything is alive and changing. Just like me I am alive and I am changing everyday. Since I have started my new way of life, that of eating right, "eating to live not living to eat". You every feel like you could not Waite till the next meal and it was all you thought of? That food runs your life. Never could rap my head around how a human can give so much control over to food. It can be very deadly for sure. But I was very willingly doing it. Do not know for sure what I was really doing killing myself slowly with food for. I just did not care anymore what I was doing or how I was doing it. Food is an addiction I feel, anyway. It can be a killer. I pray I have control and I keep control in this area. I have to tell myself this is not a temporary thing, I am doing, it is a new way of life for me. I have to do it this way, to stay alive and be healthy. I keep hoping and praying I will be successful. But I have to admit I am very terrified that I will fall off the wagon sort to speak. I get afraid to eat too much. I just have not gotten to that point where I feel confident in my new life style and sure I will be able to maintain it forever. Please I hope and pray this will work this time I so want to feel I have total control of my life. I do not like feeling like a failure this is for sure. May this new way of life be a permanent way of life for me I pray.

  

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VALERIENEAL 10/20/2009 4:37PM

There are all kinds of addictions and "twisted theories" and messed up thinking. The hardest of all to overcome is with food. I mean think about it, you want to quit drinking or smoking, stay away from the stuff (with help of course). However, you cannot just quit eating. It is a process, you fall, you get up, you need help, you ask. That is why the support here is the BEST. Oh and hop on over to www.operationbeautiful.com, we both think you are BEAUTIFUL, just the way you are!!!! Report Inappropriate Comment

Creature of Habit

Monday, October 19, 2009

Well it is not easy for me to deal with change. I kick and scream all the way. But I learn to adjust just not as easily. I have just got into a new glitch here at my sons, and what does he do he has company for 3 days. I have to rearrange my work out times and places and my TV schedule. I think I am a little self centered too. I just want things the way I want them and that is that, think it is my old age. But I will deal it is only till Wednesday. Have to remember this is my sons home I am a visitor too. Anyway I am venting and this is my only place to do it. I am so happy to have this place for myself where I can do it now. I use it to spread my good news like my concert the other day. It was so nice to get so many responses for my pictures. I can never tell you all just how much this means to me now. . I have invited a few new people to be my friend trying to pass it on all this comradeship.

  

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ADORNED2 10/20/2009 9:27AM

I think we all need a place to vent - sometimes just getting it out or on paper helps - even though you know there is nothing that can be done to change the issue - it helps to get it out and then able to move forward! Have a great day my sparked pal! Report Inappropriate Comment

My Concert

Sunday, October 18, 2009

It was raining yet I had the best time and got a few good pictures of David Cook my American Idol cool is it not

  

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SWEETPEAPIG1980 10/18/2009 12:44PM

I am glad you enjoyed yourself. I would have stood in the rain for fun too, probably would not have had my camera out there though (it's my favorite posession, lol). Report Inappropriate Comment

SFM130 10/18/2009 12:40PM

Very cool! He's my favorite! Report Inappropriate Comment

David Cook

Saturday, October 17, 2009

I am so excited tonight is my David Cook concert. Now many of you may think I am crazy, me going to a concert at my age. But I really wanted to see him sing. He was the winner of american idol a year ago. I just liked him so much have no idea why I liked him that much. Maybe because he seemed to be so humble and he was dealing of a brother who had brain cancer. He really is a great singer too. I have his CD too and I listen to it every time I walk. So I am like a child going to the concert. I decided when I started to lose my weight I would do something just for myself and when I saw David was coming here to SC and so was I. Well it was a sign for me. Now I am worried how I will tolerate this concert, but I will do it. I am hoping I can even get his signature, that would be really cool. So wish me luck at the concert, I will share it with you all tomorrow.

  

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SHERRY666 10/17/2009 3:16PM

The year David was on Idol......... I watched and hoped he would win..... He is a great person...... and I love his singing..... You go and have a wonderful time... Report Inappropriate Comment

PJSTIME 10/17/2009 1:43PM

You just go and have a good time. Age has nothing to do with enjoying ourselves. Actually I think it makes us feel and look younger. Report Inappropriate Comment

SWIMLOVER 10/17/2009 1:37PM

Have A GREAT TIME! I went to the American Idol Concert here in Arizona the year he won. HE IS GREAT! I know you will LOVE it! Also, I really hope that you do get his signature. GOD BLESS! Louise Report Inappropriate Comment

DORY914 10/17/2009 1:27PM

I hope you have a fabulous time!!! I never watch american idol but I love his songs, I listen to him all the time. You deserve to do this for yourself! Report Inappropriate Comment

WELLNESSME09 10/17/2009 1:26PM

WOW !!! awesome...I do wish you enjoy the concert and get his signature. Good luck... Report Inappropriate Comment

VALERIENEAL 10/17/2009 1:25PM

YOU GO GIRL!!!! Have fun for all of us!! Remember age is not a number-it's an attitude!!!! Just don't go throwing your undergarments on the stage!!! Report Inappropriate Comment