Hello dear Sparker friends. My brother & his kiddos are here from Dallas/Colorado to visit . I isolates so terribly I almost told them not to come. My brother knows me so well & said " You have got to get over being so embarrassed of what you don't have ( or how I look ). " "We're coming to visit you & we don't need money , are you to entertain us in any way! "HOW ABOUT THAT! They just want to see me! Can you believe it! Me! It feels great & I'm passing it on to you guys. Thx for your support. We took a 20 min walk . This from a woman who would ride a golf cart to the bathroom if I could * Yes I live a spacious 800 sq foot one bedroom apt.* Smooches Y'all!
What a fabulous day! I was out to a comedy matinee with a friend /co- worker. What a blast!!!! We were the only ones in the place & did we ever have fun. We decided we would totally act the way we wanted but would never allow our "lady like" selves to act. IT WAS AAAAAAWESOME! I had no idea I could have so much fun. To not act incognito because I didn't want to bring attention to my fat-self, which by the way looked pretty good in my white . Normally I opt for black or blacks' spiffy older sister Brown. Whoa watch out now! I'm going to live right now, flirt right now be happy right @ 276 lbs. Not when I drop ____ well fill in the blanks. What a great day!......Blessings
My energy level raised a little today. I did some of the things in the house I needed to do, and enjoyed it! I have a lot of trouble letting things go ... so a shredding I will go. I did quite a bit of tossing and trashing. I look forward to my insides and outside matching up one day, eh? Not just my body my surroundings as well..... Blessings
Speak it & make it so time!-----I am strong and powerful. I love to work out alone & with others. My goals for the future are attainable. My short term goals are fun & help me reach my future long term goals. I don't eat healthy, this is now normal eating for me. There is no such thing as a "bad" or " X-rated "food. I am spiritually healing & willing to support others as they make this change. Life is just good!..... Blessings Y'all.