The sky is the Limit! For so long I have put my hopes and dreams and even my God in a little box . I was afraid if anyone saw them they would be taken away in a cloud of laughter and jeers. Well if not Now , WHEN !! I'm releasing all my hopes, and dreams ,and guess what ? I'm even going to let God be God! Can you even imagine the wonders ahead if I get my shiny hiney out of God's way. Woo-Hoo! ......................blessings Carolyn
When you don't know what to do , pray! This has really been helping me especially with my depression. When I'm being a bump on a log, I turn my hands up and simply say "God help." It may not come when I want it but it's always on time. Usually the answer is " Do the next right thing sweetie!" If I don't know what the next right thing is I do a little house cleaning, mental or physical . Mental --grab a pad & pen and just start writing. The physical-- you guessed it clean out the nearest junk drawer , turn the living or bedroom furniture around in my spacious 800 sq. ft. apartment . If I can't do either, I make a Gratitude list. I truly have so much to be grateful for..... Blessings y'all Carolyn
Hello dear Sparker friends. My brother & his kiddos are here from Dallas/Colorado to visit . I isolates so terribly I almost told them not to come. My brother knows me so well & said " You have got to get over being so embarrassed of what you don't have ( or how I look ). " "We're coming to visit you & we don't need money , are you to entertain us in any way! "HOW ABOUT THAT! They just want to see me! Can you believe it! Me! It feels great & I'm passing it on to you guys. Thx for your support. We took a 20 min walk . This from a woman who would ride a golf cart to the bathroom if I could * Yes I live a spacious 800 sq foot one bedroom apt.* Smooches Y'all!
What a fabulous day! I was out to a comedy matinee with a friend /co- worker. What a blast!!!! We were the only ones in the place & did we ever have fun. We decided we would totally act the way we wanted but would never allow our "lady like" selves to act. IT WAS AAAAAAWESOME! I had no idea I could have so much fun. To not act incognito because I didn't want to bring attention to my fat-self, which by the way looked pretty good in my white . Normally I opt for black or blacks' spiffy older sister Brown. Whoa watch out now! I'm going to live right now, flirt right now be happy right @ 276 lbs. Not when I drop ____ well fill in the blanks. What a great day!......Blessings