Wednesday, September 07, 2011
So my blood work came back...and my TSH levels are normal...normal...shouldn't i be happy about this...so why did i cry...maybe because i have more symptoms of having they hypothyroidism that i have than i had when i was diagnosed....gggrrrr....i can't lose weight, my skin is dry, my hair is breaking, my scalp is a mess and i'm tired all the time... it took me 3 months to lose 1 lb....which of course i gained back the week i couldn't work out.... my only hope was that it was my levels...
And then we got dd2...she went to the doctor today...efaced now from 60% to 80% but still only 1 centimeter, where she has been at for 5 weeks... uhg!!! we are going to have to send her back to kindergarten when he turns 5...lol... school invetro... the doctor has finally said what i've been saying...he may just be too big...so tomorrow she has yet another ultra sound... this one will take an hour and a half so they can measure baby and fluid level... if fluid level is too low, she has a c-section that night...if he's too big, probably the next night... but it looks like if both those are ok, tuesday evening she is getting induced... it's hard not to be excited...my grandson will really be here soon... but, at what cost... little momma may have to have surgery...yes, a common one...but just as dangerous as any...i am so excited...yet hesitant...scared...thrilled... we don't know what tomorrow will bring... nor in the manner in which it will get delivered... we do know that life is happening...is happening today...tonight... and tomorrow... the world still turns... and we wait...
Friday, September 02, 2011
ok, yes, they have always loved each other, but because they were so close in age, it was a constant battle when they were growing up...and sometimes it was hard to see that love for each other during that time...now that 2 of them are married and moved away from this home, and ds is now an only child...lol... it's exciting to see them do things for each other... dd2's car broke down...only car...and she is the one 9 months pregnant... yea...not good timing... she also had a doc appointment the next day..and considering her being 9 months pregnant...lol...she really needs to go to these... before i knew it, dd1 tells dd2 and her husband to bring the car over and that dd1's husband will fix it and that while it's being fixed, they can borrow her car for the doctors... wohoo!!! God is good. Then yesterday, dd2 wanted to come over to visit...i said meet me there, i might be a few... she stopped and got her brother his favorite pop... just because (and it wasn't even just because day...lol) so i get home and starting to prep for dinner... i told dd2 what we were having, which was baked hot boneless wings...which she hates...but i told her i would make some not sauced up...she said not to worry that she wasn't eating, she had just ate... i then went into ds's room to tell him what we were having, and the first thing out of his mouth was "what about Cathie" lol...i thought that was so cute that he not only knew and remembers that she hates hot stuff...but he actually cared enough to ask and possibly do without one of his own favorite dinners for the night...
I love watching them interact with each other...i always have anyways, but so much more so now that they aren't at each others throat all the time...lol. Again i will say, God is good...He has blessed me with some honestly wonderful kids!
Sunday, August 14, 2011
I don't know what got into me, but i didn't eat breakfast, which set me up for total failure the rest of the day...i ended up at McDonalds and didn't get the salad...oh no... went for the nuggets, fires and coke...and not diet either...then later chips and dip... what's up with that?? and then depression... or did that start before the food?? ok, i was starting to get testy before the bad food choices... and then just this weepy depressed mood fell over me towards the end of the night... so the testy part was a precursor to the depression...and making all the wrong food choices and not exercising like i should came before the actual depression part of it... but i did end up getting some exercise in, and i drank 12 cups of water.
Today, I pick myself up and move forward... all in all, i still stayed under my calorie amount...they just were not wise choices and made me feel even more icky than if i had stayed with healthy foods.
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