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Food is a DRUG

Sunday, February 05, 2012

Well Here I am Mad as H E double hockey sticks at myself emoticon, I hate it when I am my own worse enemy. I hate when I let numbers control me emoticon!!

I worked so hard this last week. Exercised EVERY DAY swimming and aqua classes. This is a new concept for me to get up and Move is just not in me..I was exhausted. I ached, but I kept going emoticon. It was going to better me!! I controlled my urges and ate in my ranges without any real difficulty.

All to GAIN a 1/2 a pound. I was livid, upset to tears. So what do I do I run to the nearest dealer for my fix A Big country breakfast, fried taters and a loaded omelet with toast and fresh jam. Hey your off the wagon go full boogie... Ran into another dealer having a double entrée special on Chinese food Yea Score!! Take it All in feel the rush of fullness, the warm contentment overwhelming me emoticon.
Now all of a sudden shame and embarrassment overcome me emoticonhatred for what I have become emoticon. This drug has destroyed my girlish figure. This drug has consumed my mid life attention span, This drug has ruined my ability to move and breath, Yet I continue to allow it to lead me down a path I need to alter. The road less taken is full of shadows and hard to follow at times. It is very easy for me to deviate from the path.
So here I am. Pulling myself back on the wagon heading toward a clean life.

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ONICAM 2/5/2012 8:45PM

    I gained a pound. I am a food addict, emotional eater, binge eater, and compulsive eater.

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Exercise Pain

Sunday, January 22, 2012

I have a tread mill. I have been trying to walk it in the evenings for a half hour emoticon. The pain in my knees is unbelievable. The swelling afterwards is crazy. I know I was very hard on them as a gymnast in school.
SO I have the solution!! I have signed up for aqua aerobics and aqua zumba classes emoticon. I believe I need to get some emoticon weight off these joints first. Then I could go back to my treadmill . So here is to me getting up to MOVE IT, MOVE IT!!!!

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CHARMING_GIRL 1/23/2012 8:55PM

    I was thinking of signing up for Aqua Zumba classes. If you do, you must tell me what it's like. emoticon

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TDWANDD2MYK9 1/22/2012 1:14PM

    Yup! You got it!! Aqua Zumba sounds amazing, I would have a go my self if we had such a thing. GOOD LUCK!!! emoticon

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Tears of Joy

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Well I am down another 2.2 this week. That is a wonderful accoplishment. Tears of joy for now being below 200 lbs. Who would have know such a little step could create such a big emotional reaction.

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COLETTEMR 1/24/2012 10:23AM


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TRACYZABELLE 1/24/2012 6:47AM


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  This is a HUGE achievement. I'm sure you're very proud of yourself.

You obviously did the work it takes to get below 200 lbs.
Keep up your excellent work and consistency.

Best wishes


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MONSERGIRL 1/21/2012 9:14PM


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TWILAQ1 1/21/2012 9:13PM

    Fantastic! Congratulations!!!


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LOSINGITNOW11 1/21/2012 9:08PM


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MSCRISPIN 1/21/2012 9:02PM

    One of the best feeling is a feelings of accomplishment. emoticon emoticon

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1st week success

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Well down 5.8 in my firts week. emoticon Good 1st week lose. The foos control has been tough this week but doing IT!!


Here I go Again NOT on my Own....

Monday, January 09, 2012

One of my Favorite songs "Here I go Again on My Own"....Well not this time!!! I know if I just put my hand out The spark people are here to push me, to cheer me, to challenge me. I just to to ask and stay involved. I did this one 3 yrs ago for 54 lbs and Have to do this again. My health is worse than a 70 year old. I have life to live and and Granddaughters to mentor and LOVE.
This is NOT going to be easy...But I have the tools I need and the ability to use them.

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ERINLINDSAY83 1/9/2012 8:17PM

    You've got this! You can rock this! Stay strong! And be your awesome self!

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