Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Hhhmmm... it's been more than a week since I've blogged... and it's no coincidence!
I haven't really been all that motivated this week. I've received a lot of compliments this week from people noticing my weight loss, but why does that actually result in me NOT wanting to work out or eat right?!
My personal analysis is that I'm feeling unmotivated because my wedding dress fitting is April 1st... and even though I'm getting married on June 7th, and there's PLENTY of time to reach my goal weight, I feel like there's no time to really CHANGE my body and THIS is the way I'll look at my wedding. And I feel like it's not the way I wanted to look (I'm still about 6 - 8lbs away, and I don't fit in my "skinny" jacket, which is my gauge for how wide my back should be ... I need a lot more strength training to get there).
Even though this is an overall journey, the wedding is definitely a focal point. I know I have to get back to it (eating right and exercising) ... but I took a few days off and indulged in some ice-cream, snacking at work (KIND bars, not candy or anything terrible!) and eating out. I didn't go crazy on any particular day... but I wasn't good either. AND I didn't go to the gym Sun, Mon or today! Ugh... I definitely need to tomorrow. Without a doubt.
SIGH. It's tough to shake these moods... it's bizarre how losing weight can still result in me feeling this icky.