Monday, February 21, 2011
Finally came out of my fog from pain meds, actually took the pills Friday night, slept Saturday, Sunday and Sunday evening,,
got a phone call from my friend, the one that went to Florida with me,, her mom died this morning,, I knew she was close, her renal output was only 50cc Saturday,, this poor woman was suffering from dementia for about five years now,, she is 89,,, Bless her heart, she is out of it now,, Karen just said they were leaving to make the rest of her arrangements,,,
I remember when I was growing up, I wondered what it is like to actually lose a parent,, then when it happened to me, I became a new member in the club of people who "KNOW"..
until it happens, nothing can explain the emotions,, it is very surreal, seeing a form, but all of a sudden there is nobody there, physically,,,
All we can do is be there for the person,, be a friend...