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tuesday

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

going to rheumatologist appointment now,, got to get these meds figured out..

  
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OCTOBER2842 2/23/2011 6:51AM

    emoticonGood Luck

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GAARAMA 2/22/2011 7:49PM

    Lin you sure have had more than your share lately.
Stay strong!

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HADYDADUBR 2/22/2011 4:35PM

    Good luck!!!

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JAMER123 2/22/2011 3:14PM

    Good luck and I hope all goes well for you.

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NORASPAT 2/22/2011 2:52PM

    Good you are going to Rhematologist, they seem to know more about Fibromyalgia, Linda. Do take a minute to let me know how it works out Hugs Pat in Maine. emoticon

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GERIKRAGH 2/22/2011 2:48PM

    Good luck.

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DEBBIEANNE1124 2/22/2011 2:48PM

    Be sure to let me know how it goes my friend. i worry about you.

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monday

Monday, February 21, 2011

Finally came out of my fog from pain meds, actually took the pills Friday night, slept Saturday, Sunday and Sunday evening,,
got a phone call from my friend, the one that went to Florida with me,, her mom died this morning,, I knew she was close, her renal output was only 50cc Saturday,, this poor woman was suffering from dementia for about five years now,, she is 89,,, Bless her heart, she is out of it now,, Karen just said they were leaving to make the rest of her arrangements,,,
I remember when I was growing up, I wondered what it is like to actually lose a parent,, then when it happened to me, I became a new member in the club of people who "KNOW"..
until it happens, nothing can explain the emotions,, it is very surreal, seeing a form, but all of a sudden there is nobody there, physically,,,


All we can do is be there for the person,, be a friend...

  
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OCTOBER2842 2/21/2011 9:29PM

    Been there too, lost and mom and dad

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HADYDADUBR 2/21/2011 8:47PM

    Sorry about your friend's loss.
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NORASPAT 2/21/2011 4:41PM

    Linda I was there in that dreadful moment, a phone call Mother in a coma from an accident. I flew to England when they said she regained consciouness and went to my mothers side a week after I got there we went in to see her unconscious again after 64 days in a coma she regained consciousness and one week later she died.

I held her hand as she stopped breathing. I am actually so proud I did that. My stepfather held her other hand and we waited till the end. I was there for her and for him because he was so amazingly supportive of her during those 64 days. He was disabled himself but he went at 6.00am and left at 8.0pm. that was love and dedication. I think that was the first time I really respected his love for her.
YES it is awful to have to let a loved one go. It is a devastating relief. She was 53 years young and in her happiest years. Such a sin. HUGS, Your friend will remember her mother as I remember mine.

HUGS, really big hugs Linda,Pat in Maine. emoticon emoticonPAT oxxoxo

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DEBBIEANNE1124 2/21/2011 3:42PM

    And love them.
I'm so sorry for her loss, Lin. She msut be feeling awful right now.
bless her heart and her mothers heart indeed.
hugs

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sunday

Sunday, February 20, 2011

slept from 9pm last night until 8:30 this morning, most of it in a chair.. no more taking two pain meds at once,, tried to tell doc it was too much fo rme,, no pain, but no awake timeeither,, I think I slept it all off by now,, kind of like coming out of anesthetic for me..
I am glad the weather is not snowy, still in the 20's but no shoveling today!!

  
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KILLERANGEL47 2/20/2011 11:13PM

    I think you're right. emoticon The two pills taken at once does sound like too much.

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NORASPAT 2/20/2011 10:58PM

    Linda i do hope this is getting better for you by now. A good sleep is one thing but that sure sounds like there needs to be some changes made. Take care Hugs Pat in Maine.

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DEBBIEANNE1124 2/20/2011 7:01PM

    I pray that my Lord takes good care of you and takes all yoru pains away. It's been in the high 20's low 30's here. Hugs

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MSTIGGERFAN 2/20/2011 6:52PM

    I pray all goes well for you and the doctor can get it all figured out for you. Good luck this week and the docs.

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GERIKRAGH 2/20/2011 12:35PM

    We should always listen to our inner body and not necessarily what the doctor says. We know ourselves better than anyone.

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DEBGIL 2/20/2011 11:41AM

    Here's hoping you can come up with the right dosage/combination to keep you moving and still without the pain. ((huggles))

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still adjusting

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Newly diagnosed with fibromyalgia and Reynaud's Phenomenon,, taking a few new meds,, many side efects, so trying to figure out how to do my day safely. Have appt. with specialist in a few days, so have it documentd for his perusal.. thinking pain pill has me buzzing for too long, not safe to walk, leave hose or bend over,,
we will see, pain does not stop me from moving around...

  
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KILLERANGEL47 2/20/2011 11:05PM

    emoticon I hope they find the right balance of meds for you and that everything works out. emoticon

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NORASPAT 2/19/2011 9:23PM

    Hi linda, sorry to hear things are not going well with the body right now. I hope you get some answers soon. I am searching for a new Dr I wish I could go without but I can't so I begin my search on Monday.
Be sure you either take all your meds with you ar make a list of meds and any supplements.
Keep us posted, hope Mom is doing OK by now. HUGS emoticonPat in Maine.

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REXTINE1 2/19/2011 2:07PM

    I hope things get better for you.

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DEBBIEANNE1124 2/19/2011 8:21AM

    I'm glad you're getting things taken care of. Keep me posted on how it is going.
Hugs

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FANGFACEKITTY 2/19/2011 6:48AM

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RONIREDD 2/19/2011 5:35AM

    Take care ....

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OCTOBER2842 2/19/2011 5:22AM

    Thinking of you and hoping you are doing better but it does not sound like it. You're in my prayers

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friday

Friday, February 18, 2011

I am thinking of how much I have changed over the past ten years,, laterally, mentally and spiritually.. I love being with my friends and learn more about my faith, stories about how they grew in their faith and all of our everyday miracles..
Why do I have such negative thoughts so often? Why do I not find more nice thigns about people? Why do I procrastinate?
Why is this blog so boring?????????????LOL!! Just random useless thoughts,, lost the key to my diary, so putting this stuff here,,

  
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OCTOBER2842 2/19/2011 5:23AM

    You are far for boring, a very special person and a special mother and daughter, don't be so hard on yourself.

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NORASPAT 2/18/2011 7:50PM

    LINDA your blog was not boring it was very insightful because now you know yourself so much better. emoticon

You have actually found your strengths and weaknesses and dear LINDA that is such good progress. emoticon Go with it.

It shows that in those years you have become an even better person. emoticon

HUGS emoticon Pat in Maine. emoticon

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DEBBIEANNE1124 2/18/2011 7:27PM

    LOL
If this wasn't meant to be funny please forgive me for laughing.

As for your last questions? why the negative thoughts? Think about it for a minute. Your upbringing and yoru sweet loving mother ahs something to do with this. Same goes for me.
Hang in there hon! It's getting better.
Hugs

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REXTINE1 2/18/2011 6:53PM

    It takes a long time to make big changes. As long as you don't give up, you will get to your goals some day. Everyone is down sometimes, and tomorrow will be a better day.

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DEBGIL 2/18/2011 6:03PM

    Leave away oh dear one! And give yourself a BIG HUG, not a scolding.
Heavens to Betsy girl. What you deal with on an everyday basis? Come on, cut yourself some slack!

emoticonThat's an order! emoticon

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KILLERANGEL47 2/18/2011 5:50PM

    I haven't known you for very long, but I think you have really grown as a person over the last ten years. emoticon Just being a member of sparkpeople is proof of that. emoticon It shows your commitment to change your life for the better. emoticon Don't worry, we all occasionally have negative thoughts and we all procrastinate at times. No one is perfect! emoticon emoticon

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