Friday, June 11, 2010
I'm not sure there is anything I can do? All I want to do is sleep, I have no ambition to do anything. If I go and do something, I'm fine but just sitting around the apartment there is no motivation or ambition to lift a finger. I have felt ill all week since returning from South Dakota. I didn't exactly eat very healthy yet I drank plenty of water. between sneezing, itchy skin, watery eyes, headaches, no wonder I gained 4.4 lbs since last time. I've been drinking pop =( and probably not eating very well. I feel I'm back to my old habits and I've lost my support from Derek, because that is what is at the house, foods I shouldn't eat yet that is what there is. Plus, being a sloth this week I swear I'm sleeping almost 20 hours a day and just getting up to do something is hard. I've tried to do my goals but they end up getting put to the side because sleep sounds so much better. At least when I'm sleeping I am ignoring the fact that my body is itching all over. Lotion isn't working, benadryl cream isn't working what it is that I'm not drinking as much water once again as I should that is making me this way. I do drink water every day just not as much. It is also the cat, he is shedding a lot and I can't keep up with it. His hair is everywhere, I feel it like it's covering me. Wow, I'm just a big debby downer today. I hope starting tomorrow I can pick things back up.