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Weekly Weigh in

Friday, April 23, 2010

Well this week sucked. Eating wise and exercising. I did great Monday with exercise but eating not so well. Other days no exercise but ate well. I should be happy that I only gained a pound and not more. I just have no energy all I want to do is sleep. With D being home, I'm less likely to exercise because he is home. Starting today- I'm going back to the way it was at first. Wish me luck.

I still feel skinny but I need motivation to keep me going.

  
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GAILRUU 4/23/2010 5:33PM

    I tell myself that if I take a 10 minute walk away from the house and turn around and walk back, I have put in 20 minutes. Short periods of exercise do help if you don't have the time or inclination to exercise and often lead to longer sessions. Good luck next week.

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GRETCHENKU 4/23/2010 5:08PM

    emoticon I hate sayings like this...well actually I don't, I love them, but hate to have them used on me....just remember to take it all one day at a time. That's the only way to get there. So what if you had a couple of bad days in a row? Focus on today and what you can control today or what you can control right this minute. Don't worry about yesterday, there's nothing you can do about it.

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KRICKET57 4/23/2010 3:08PM

    Don't give up, you can do it. Take the first step and the next one is easier. You are doing so well, so stay on track. Don't let the stress get you down, just keep a positive attitude and you will go far. emoticon

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stress

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I'm officially stressed out financially. I'm in need of money and I keep trying to find a job. I just pray that it will work out but I'm not so sure this time. I hate asking my parents for help it drives my dad nuts and I know he will help but I hate asking. I have bills going out and I'm short 200. This makes me stress because I need gas in my car, and i'm going to have to ask my boyfriend to help with that just to get place to place. I'm babysitting 2 days a week but even that doesn't help as much as I need. It would have if I didn't need to buy a few necessities yesterday. I'm just stressed and I'm sure this is going to keep me up all night. Things like this does. The apartment needs to be cleaned, I still need to finish everything at my uncles house.


Ok I'm done ranting since there is nothing I can do about it.

  
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PHANTOMSMASK171 4/22/2010 9:15PM

    Thanks. I hope it turns around soon as well.

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HMMEYERS 4/22/2010 9:04PM

    I am sorry to hear that you are stressed about money. I feel that way some days and I have a job. I hope everything turns around for you soon.

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Packing, moving is a huge workout

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Wow today my best friend Anddi and I packed up my old bedroom at my uncles (most of it) and the basement. We moved the stuff to a storage unit and to Derek's apartment. I have more tomorrow. The good thing, is I have muscles now a bit so lifting wasn't to hard, and I could actually carry my own weight. It will feel good when my stuff is all in one place.

  


I feel Skinny

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Today, when I was walking to my car I looked down at my shadow. I got this feeling. I felt Skinny. I didn't feel like a fat girl or chubby or just put on a few pounds type of person. I felt like a skinny person. I'm not skinny, but I'm not fat either. If I feel skinny, I'll do what I can to keep that feeling where if I feel fat, I'll eat like I'm fat. My way of thinking today is I'm skinny so act like I am. That feels good.

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CANDY58 4/21/2010 10:40PM

    you go girl emoticon emoticon

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KIMMIEB 4/20/2010 7:22PM

    That is a great feeling isn't it!?!?!! Awesome for you! I am not at that point yet but I will be soon :) :) :) Keep it up and good luck!

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RCMAPLES 4/20/2010 7:04PM

    You're getting it, stay with it, young lady.

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Another pound down

Friday, April 16, 2010

Wow, I was shocked this morning when I did my body test on the Wii. I have now lost another pound. I barely did exercise this week but I stayed on track with eating. I did reach my weekly min goal but I like to try and go past it a little. I have renewed faith once again that I can do this.
Even though I know it isn't instant results it is something you still want. INSTANT GRATIFICATION and Results. Society sure did a number on us with us wanting that. Sometimes I just wish times were simpler. Anyway, maybe I'll get a bike ride in later depending on our guests and going to a play tonight.

Some other great things I've noticed. I am can almost touch my toes. In some positions I can maybe not for long but I can get it down there. This is great since I don't remember the last time I could touch my toes. After doing walk it out a couple of times my hamstrings no longer hurt as bad. I don't have to wait a couple of days to let the muscles feel better. Now they just feel like they were worked and I feel great about that.
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KRICKET57 4/16/2010 12:27PM

    Good for you! keep reaching for the smaller gaols and you will find yourself reaching the bigger goal before you even know it.

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RULEBERG 4/16/2010 10:15AM

    Good for you! Sometimes in looking for the big things, we lose sight of all the smaller accomplishments we've made.

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GINGERKAYL 4/16/2010 10:02AM

    Way to go Diana! You are truly an inspiration! I knew we could get you over your small bump! emoticon

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