Thursday, January 13, 2011
I am on top today!! I feel great and full of energy. I love going to college. It really keeps me happy and motivated. I am not even sure I actually want to graduate. Well, I do, of course, but I don't like the idea of having to work at the same place doing the same thing for the rest of my life.
It was so much easier to commit to my husband than to choose a career. Is it weird?
I have a problem sleeping at night. I don't know what to do. I just lay there for hours and can't relax...
Last night I fell asleep at 6 am, and I had to get up at 8.
Surprisingly, I feel great today. It seems like I perform best when I am on the edge. I have some sort of action fever when I don't get enough sleep. Too bad it leads to afternoon naps, and turns into a vicious circle.
My audition went great. The room had great acoustics, and my voice sounded better then I expected.
Hopefully I'll be on the list. The chances are about 50/50 with all the people that audition, so I don't expect much. Still, I'd like to win it ))))
P.S. See? I forgot to mention how I'm doing diet-wise. That's because I don't have time to think about it))) Anyways I am doing well. I love those extra 150-200 kcal or so that I have left for my "bad" treat daily. Not because I am obsessed with it, but because I realized I don't need to torture myself and I can eat plenty of food and still have that piece of chocolate, a glass of wine, or a bagel if I want to +++++