Tuesday, November 26, 2013
I am having a hard time with staying focused. Surgery is three weeks away and I have not been as focused with my weight loss or keeping up with Spark People as much as I should the last week. This next month will bring Thanksgiving, both of my son's birthdays, my surgery and Christmas. That is a lot for one month.
I also have concerns about how my body will be after surgery. I have had a fairly smooth time of trying to lose the weight so far. Without my thyroid, I don't know how my body will react. I will be on daily thyroid medicine for the rest of my life. I am nervous that it will cause me to have a harder time losing, or worse that it could cause weight gain. I so do not want to have weight gain after tasting the success of my weight loss so far.
I know I need to take care of the more pressing health problem first and then see about what happens with my weight. I don't know what will happen with my surgery or what the pathology will show. I don't know what will happen with my weight. It just seems like a lot of unknown at this point and I don't like not knowing how the story will play out.