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I bought a skirt!

Friday, September 17, 2010

Okay, I know by the title you are probably thinking what is so special about buying a skirt. Well, when you have a very poor body image like I do, buying a skirt is the first step in accepting your body. The second step will be having the nerve to actually wear it! It is a casual thing...nothing fancy....but I am looking forward to pulling it one some day and having confidence that I can do this. If anybody has ever watched the show "What Not to Wear" they stress the importance of dressing for the body you have now and not the one you hope to have in several months/years time. I've decided to treat myself to one work piece every few weeks that will help me adjust to my changing body. It won't be anything expensive but something to celebrate the the new me!

P.S. This is from a woman who owns two pairs of identical black dress pants and alternates them throughout the week! I am tired of having to wear pull-on plus-size clothing and feeling miserable!

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00JANE 9/18/2010 4:02PM

    I'm all for the new skirt!! emoticon

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SUZIEGREY 9/17/2010 1:52PM

    Well done on buying the skirt. It shows that you have realised that you are changing shape. A skirt is also a good piece to buy. When you lose a couple more inches it doesn't matter so much if a skirt is a bit loose, but trousers just hang wrong. enjoy wearing it.


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GAYLE-G-63 9/17/2010 12:04PM

    Have fun! Buying new clothes is such a great way to treat yourself.

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TEMPEST272002 9/17/2010 10:25AM

    Actually, I think buying a skirt IS a big deal! It shows that your body confidence is improving! Hooray!

Do you have the nerve to wear it? What nerve? Why don't you deserve to wear attractive clothes?! Of course you deserve it. Don't let your present weight stop you from doing ANYTHING you want to do. Throw shame out the window... some people feel exactly the same way you do when they only have 5 lbs to lose. Shame is a feeling - and it has nothing to do with how much you weigh. It has to do with how worthy you feel. So let me tell you right now...


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KEELY128 9/17/2010 8:38AM

    Good for you on the new shirt, it's only the beginning, have fu the it.

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Who I am turning out to be........

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Four months ago today my husband and I made the very painful decision to put our beloved dog, Peaches, to sleep. At 6 years, she sat on my lap when my husband proposed and at 7 she was the flower dog at our wedding....and yes, she barked when the officiant asked if anybody objected! She was 17 1/2 years old and showed us what living life to the fullest was all about. In fact, she is the main inspiration for my current journey. Our vet praised us for walking her three time a day and for making sure she ate nothing but healthy food. Beyond that, she went for daily drives and loved being pampered by all who knew her. She was quite mischevious, even until the last day of her life...in fact, she "wrote" blogs for our local Humane Society!

Anyway, I'm doing this for Peaches! I thought about it over the summer....she lived such a good, long, happy and healthy life because somebody took the time to make sure she ate well and got plenty of exercise. If I want to set a good example to my dogs (!) and to others I have to change my life...which I'm doing one step at a time. I'll hope to find undiscovered energy along the way and to be generally happier with who I am turning out to be!

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TEMPEST272002 9/16/2010 10:42PM

    What a wonderful way to honour Peaches memory, by letting her be the inspiration for your own healthy life. You took wonderful care of Peaches because you loved her so much... and she would want you to take just as good care of yourself as you did her.

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CHLOE453 9/16/2010 11:35AM

    I am so sorry that you lost Peaches, yet look at all the time you had with her. We are getting ready to face the same thing with our "Bob", he is also 17 yrs.old. He also eats very healthy as I have cooked his meals from scratch for many years. Bob is not able to go for a ride in the car because he can not stand that long on the seats (he is 52 lbs) but he does go for several short walks a day. Arthritis or nerve damage in the hips is plaguing him now and the medication just seems to takes the edge off so that he is at least semi comfortable. We know that we will not have him alot longer (at least not as long as I want), I just have to remember that we gave him the best life that we possibly could with all the love he could endure just as your Peaches had. I am sure that Peaches is watching over you, very proud that his mommy is getting healthy (just as my Bob is watching his mom). Take care. emoticon emoticon

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JHADZHIA 9/16/2010 10:32AM

    I am happy to hear your precious Peaches was so well looked after! It pains me to see some people on Sparks consider it a chore just to walk their poor dogs and that is only if the weather is nice!! Boo!! You need to look after your dog as you would a child. People seem to forget this. They can't feed themselves or let themselves out!
More power to you! Now its your turn to be well looked after!
Go for it!!

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    Our pets really do touch us and are a really part of the family. When our dog, Nubbie died it felt like there was something missing in the family. The other 2 dogs grieved too.

I am glad to hear you are making time for yourself. If you don't take care and nuture yourself, who will? Happy sparking.

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The Adventures of Doofus and Ding-a-Ling

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Well, I crawled into bed last night after walking 7 km and going to my very first "aquafit" class. The hike was a lot of fun because I didn't notice how far I was going because I was too busy laughing at "Doofus" and "Ding-a-Ling" (my two dogs) exploring their new surroundings! It was actually the Pom (Ding-a-Ling) who led the way as Louie (Doofus) kept backtracking to look for "momma". We even stopped along the way for a snack....actually I'm the one who should be called Doofus because I brought snacks for them but forgot some fruit for me. Had lots of water though so that helped! I've never walked that far and it didn't feel too bad! I'm giving myself a pat on the back!

Oh, I also deserve a pat on the back for going out in public with a bathing suit on! At the aquafit class I was relieved to know I wasn't the only big girl and I wasn't the only one who had to worry about her boobs flying out....they wouldn't have fallen gracefully! A wee bit sore today but nothing like I imagined! I've got my pass bought for Thursday's nights class.

I'm slowly starting to believe I can do this! It is pretty sad that I didn't believe in myselff when I joined up with SP! I know it has only been three weeks but I think I'm hooked! I've been eating breakfast everyday (that is a miracle in itself) and I'm really putting some effort into this!

Have a great day one and all! I hope the sun is shining wherever you may be! It is a beautiful day here in Newfoundland!

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PCOH051610 9/15/2010 9:35AM

    Thank you to all who responded! I think your support is getting me through the days I just want to quit! Actually, I haven't felt like quitting yet but I know you guys have my back!

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SUZIEGREY 9/14/2010 11:40PM

    Sounds like you had a fun walk with the dogs. It's amazing how much easier it is to motivate yourself for a walk if you have dogs.
Aquafit is a great way to get into exercise. Keep up the good work.

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TEMPEST272002 9/14/2010 3:19PM

    I smiled at the image of you, doofus & ding-a-ling trundling along. 7 km is a long way! My favourite exercise is hiking/running with my dogs. Sadly, I lost both our big dogs this last year (old age) and I just have a little Boston Terrier, Lola, left. I've started taking my in-law's oversized & overactive golden retrievor with us... his name is Dooley, but usually I just call him Doofus!

I remember very well that feeling you describe. The tentative hope that this time will be different. And here I am six months later and it IS different. You CAN do this! One healthy choice at a time!

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GAYLE-G-63 9/14/2010 2:06PM

    The more you use SP, the more addicted you'll become. I started off just looking for a site where I could track my food. Now, almost seven months later, I can't start my day without Spark!

I'm glad you enjoyed the class, it's some of the best exercise you can do. You're going to do great!!!

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PAMNANGEL 9/14/2010 1:52PM

    Sounds like you're off to a good start. I'd like to take the aquasize classes at our local pool one of these days. Just got to get some other things checked off my list first to make room on the calender.

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Week 3 and I'm lovin' it!

Monday, September 13, 2010

Well today makes it three weeks that I've been plodding away on my journey! I am taking it one day at a time and thus far have not fallen off the bandwagon of my healthy makeover. I know it will happen in the future (just as I know my depressiono will flare up again!) but I am building a strong foundation to make it easier to crawl back on when it does. I've officially lost 5 pounds which is more than I ever lost with WW AND I don't feel hungry! Tonight I am going to squash myself into a bathing suit and go to a water aerobics class with a friend. Wish me luck with a) the bathing suit part and b) the stamina to stick with it! The sun is out today so I am taking my afternoon off and am going to pack up the kit bag and take my dogs for a much deserved hike. It is moose hunting season here now so we have to be careful where to hike but a nature park should be fine. Thank you to all who read my blogs and to those who inspire me!

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FRECKS96 9/13/2010 6:24PM

    Congrats on having such a strong start to your journey!! Keep up the great work!

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SUZIEGREY 9/13/2010 4:44PM

    Congratulations on the 5lb loss. I hope you had a great hike with the dogs. It's great to get outdoors and walk.

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REMEMBER2BME 9/13/2010 4:12PM

    I am not a swimmer but a hike with the pups sounds like heaven! My older pup is getting a bit older (don't tell her) and I just need to make more time! Good 4 u!

Keep up the good work!

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TEMPEST272002 9/13/2010 3:38PM

    Congrats on your 3 weeks of healthy choices! You're doing fantastic and you're starting to see results. There certainly will come a time when you fall off the healthy wagon... the important thing is to just dust yourself off and get back to it! emoticon

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GAYLE-G-63 9/13/2010 12:59PM

    Congratulations on the five pound loss! That's traffic!

Enjoy the aerobics. It's really fun!

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A good night's sleep + more calories = a more energized me!

Friday, September 10, 2010

I went to bed extra early last night and fell to sleep with my copy of "The Spark" in my hand...actually it fell on my head and woke me up, but you all don't need to know how klutzy I am! Anwyay, woke up at 6:00 this morning and felt good! After work today I decided to try out our treadmill and I'm very proud to say I walked 2 miles in 50 minutes. It may not sound like much to many of you but......
The Spark teaches us to visualize our goals and success so I focused on a lot of your profile pictures while on the treadmill. I could almost feel you all cheering me on and for that I thank you! I hope sometime in your busy day you knew you were being thought of!

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PCOH051610 9/11/2010 6:17PM

    Okay, it seems I've mislead you! I wasn't using the treadmill and the computer at the same time. I have some of your pictures drilled into my mind and you act like my guardians, cheering squad, support system even when I'm not online! I actually tried out my iPod and was getting right into the tunes ....my husband told me later that I sounded like a cat with turpentine on its bum...oh well! Thanks guys though for being by my side!

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REMEMBER2BME 9/11/2010 11:12AM

    I do that all the time. It is amazing how I think of my spark friend and how I want to tell them that I made the right food choices or how I hear them in my head cheering me on to keep going a "long slow distance"... that is what I tell myself.

We ARE with you cheering you on. Keep up the good work!

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JHADZHIA 9/11/2010 1:23AM

    Way to go!! I wish I could exercise while on the computer. I don't even have a place to put a book while on the elliptical, I just rock to music!
Keep up the good work!!

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