Saturday, April 16, 2011
I've decided that the past week's stress has got to stop. I have definitely been on stress overload. And I've learned the hard way that it shows up in my mental and physical health. So, I'm going to do some relaxing today first and foremost.
I'm going to do some hard thinking about this job and whether or not I can handle the situation of the job. It's stressing me to try to learn everything that is being shoved down my throat in a crowded, noisy room full of people that are not in the same place in life that I am. (I'm older, more mature, have trouble with ADD and a back disability.) The management is not paying very much and has a list of rules a mile long (geared towards people who are not committed to working). Is the job really worth it for me?
Some hard thinking to do, especially when I need a job. But...I will have to make a decision and be done with it.