Friday, March 18, 2011
With no job to structure my day around other than Avon, I am still struggling to get myself into some kind of schedule. My sleep is sometimes good and sometimes bad. I find myself spending more time than I'd like on things that aren't getting me anywhere (like being on the computer). I also find that I don't spend enough time on things that would benefit me more (like looking for jobs or organizing my life.) I keep telling myself that this is one of my goals, but I'm not getting any closer to achieving this goal.
I do make a "to do" list every day. I do manage to accomplish a lot of what's on my list. This does help me a bit. But I'm still not happy with the big picture. I need to re-think this big goal and break it down into smaller sections or something. I just get aggravated with myself when I don't feel that I'm productive enough.