Thursday, July 26, 2012
I haven't really had a set schedule since I started this job in May. I feel that it's starting to take it's toll on me. I've always felt that I do better with some type of schedule in my life. As my work schedule will change from week to week and sometimes day to day, I only have a couple of options here. One is to quit the job all together, which is an option that is not too feasible at this time. Another is to keep doing what I'm doing - try to find another job. It's been a long, difficult journey for me to do this. I have spurts where I have some temporary work, which is great. But it's been awhile since this has happened. I do love having set hours.
About a month ago, I got a notebook out and started writing down some new goals for myself. I haven't added any and have only accomplished a couple of them. This is bothering me, too. I feel that I need to take time out of my day today and work on this. I feel that I will have to really think about this. What do I want to do in my life to improve it? What do I want to look forward to? Decisions........
I did read something this morning that really seems to fit me right now: Sometimes you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be.