Monday, June 25, 2012
I had been looking forward to the last two weeks for months. I prepared the house during the two weeks before that. My girls finally came to town. It was the first time since Thanksgiving 2010 that I have had both my girls with me at the same time. I was thoroughly thrilled and excited.
The time went by so very fast. We did little things together, visited with family and spent time with old friends. Both my girls had to leave yesterday. It was a very difficult, emotional day for me. I miss them so much already. It was so hard to come home to a house that only had my grandkitty. Even Lulu was upset.
The first thing I did was get a good night's sleep. Especially since I was at the wedding late on Saturday and had to get up for work at 5 am, I knew I needed this first and foremost. I have a list of things to do today and tomorrow to keep me busy and to try to keep my mind off missing my girls.
I am so blessed to have two great daughters. I can't wait to see them again. But in the meantime, I need to find something to do - to look forward to. I don't know what this will be yet, but know I need to find something soon. Everyone needs a purpose in life. I need a new one right now.