Well, it is time for my two youngest to go back to college. This is going to be tough. My oldest two are getting a place of their own. So I will be at home with my husband and mother in law! We have just moved as well, so I need to find something to do! I have not located my yarn yet, and I don't have my sewing room set up yet either. My mother in law is driving me crazy already.! She is worse than a little child. She will be 97 in November. She has no memory, except what has happened over 75 years ago. She can't hear and she can't see very well. I can not take my frustrations out by eating! I don't want to slip back to the old me. I have worked hard to get where I am! HELP!
Sorry, this is a very mixed up blog...
Well, our move is 99 percent complete. Sorry to say, my healthy eating habits have not moved with me. I feel like all II have been doing since we got here is eat! I feel so helpless. I am trying to get things in place in my kitchen because I do a lot of cooking and it is important for me to get it organized. I need to stop this nonsense and get back to eating the way I know I should. I feel sluggish and tired and I know that is not helping my attitude. I need to take it one minute at a time and celebrate when I get through the day without giving in.
I am not doing so well. Something got me started a few days ago to want to just keep eating...an emotional reaction to something my husband did. I saw it coming and felt helpless to stop it. I need to come up with a plan to deal with things in a better manner than eating. I can't and won't let this continue to derail my good habits. I just felt like I was starting to get a grip on things again and BAM! the devil got his foot in the door again. I am going to work on posting my goals again.
Something I heard on the radio this morning...(my interpretation)"Be thankful when you feel that Voice telling you to stop. It is when you don't hear it that you need to be concerned" I am still hearing that Voice telling me to stop. I know that if I continue to ignore that Voice, there will come a time when I no longer hear it and will end up with all the weight I have lost right back on me! Thank you Lord, for hearing my prayer. Just sitting here typing this is helping me realize YOU are with me and are helping me. I just have to remember to listen to YOU!
Wow, this blog totally ended up in a different place than I thought! I was reaching for encouragement from sp and I got it, even though no one posted anything yet! God is GOOD!