I am doing better today. Yesterday was soooooo hard. It was not pretty and I just lost it. My mother-in-law drove me to a place I don't want to be. So today, as I walked and talked to God, He gave me such peace. I came home and had a long talk with my husband about it. I suggested we look into daycare for his mom and he agreed it would be a good idea. So we will go to check out the place today. I hope that having her go even one day a week will give us a sense of sanity again. You see, my m-i-l has dementia, her eye sight is failing and she can't hear with a darn. She has lived with us for 18 years now. Very trying... Anyone else out there in this situation??
By the way, I found my yarn!!!! Now I will have a way to keep my hands busy!!! YEAH!!!
Well, it is time for my two youngest to go back to college. This is going to be tough. My oldest two are getting a place of their own. So I will be at home with my husband and mother in law! We have just moved as well, so I need to find something to do! I have not located my yarn yet, and I don't have my sewing room set up yet either. My mother in law is driving me crazy already.! She is worse than a little child. She will be 97 in November. She has no memory, except what has happened over 75 years ago. She can't hear and she can't see very well. I can not take my frustrations out by eating! I don't want to slip back to the old me. I have worked hard to get where I am! HELP!
Sorry, this is a very mixed up blog...
Well, our move is 99 percent complete. Sorry to say, my healthy eating habits have not moved with me. I feel like all II have been doing since we got here is eat! I feel so helpless. I am trying to get things in place in my kitchen because I do a lot of cooking and it is important for me to get it organized. I need to stop this nonsense and get back to eating the way I know I should. I feel sluggish and tired and I know that is not helping my attitude. I need to take it one minute at a time and celebrate when I get through the day without giving in.