Monday, October 29, 2012
Well, here it is, the end of October and I have gained instead of lost. So I am trying harder. I have to live with food the rest of my life and I am going to have control over it. I can not and will not continue to let it have control over me. My goal is to lose 10 lbs a month and to be down to my lowest weight from the last 5 years by the end of the year. I know I can do this and with God's help, I will! I will be obedient to Him when He urges with that still small voice to not eat unhealthy things. I started off at almost 300 lbs and I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK EVER AGAIN!!!! Wow, I don't think I ever really admitted that to myself how much I actually weighed 6 years ago.