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30 day crunch challenge.

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

I am doing it and a few of my friends, who else is in?

man crunches are hard when you are my size and havnt done one in 10 years....


  
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yay

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

short but... I lost 3 more pounds go me!

  
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Motivated?

Monday, April 29, 2013

well I did eat pizza for breakfast, but I ate a half of a slice and I am about to go work my butt off at work so I think itll be okay I am motivated tho I woke up feeling good I also checked my weight since I had stopped caring there for a few days. I actually lost a half pound so Im maintaining even when Im not eating well or working out thats good..... so glad I didnt gain anything.

  
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GEEKPRINCESS 4/30/2013 11:24PM

    Keep up the good work! I also succumbed to pizza this weekend, but I'm back on track now. We will do this!

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PARADOXHAZE 4/29/2013 7:02PM

    thanks Ms Eleni, I didnt even think of it that way but you are right and after I posted this my bf tried to get me to eat some waffles and I turned it down.. he brought them to me anyways and I said, no I am not hungry I am not eating them. when my brain was saying well they are here might as well.


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MS.ELENI 4/29/2013 12:13PM

    You may have had pizza but you controlled how much you ate. emoticon

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#winning

Sunday, April 28, 2013

After my run on the 17th I really felt down, got back into my I just cant do this mindset, this isnt for me, Ill never accomplish what I want to do... made a million excuses and ate bad stuff and sat on my behind for 10 days. I didn't go walk let alone jog or run. but you know what?

I put on my big girl panties today and kicked my attitude out the door.

I didn't eat really well today but I did get up and run and I ran harder then I ever have, not that it measures up to what some people do but I was in tears. It started raining about 5 minutes into my warm up and I was tempted to go home but I just couldn't let myself do that.

rain pouring over my head, and I ran, and when it hurt I kept running. was bearing my teeth and in tears after the end of my run sections of my run walk regimen. I wanted to stop half way thru my run portion but for the first time ever I didnt let myself down. it hurt, but its not the pain of an injury its the pain of legs that have carried this weight for too long.

Its like when you have to be mean and tell your child no, it hurts them, but it is good for them. in the long run anyways. my legs hurt and wanted to stop but I said NO I am not stopping if I stop it will always be this hard but if I push forward and just go one of these days these pains are going to be a comforting memory I will sit back and say I am so glad I pushed threw and did what needed done.

when I got home my face was literally burning. ate a banana drank about 25 oz of water and stretched it out and let me tell you what. I will take going to bed feeling like this over going to bed hating myself for not running any day!


no time for a shower and bed I work in the morning :)

  
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GEEKPRINCESS 4/30/2013 11:28PM

    I went through the same slump, I honestly think the weather had a lot to do with it. I am so proud of you for getting back out there! We're going to run into speedbumps like this along the way, but we'll keep pushing forward. I had to give up the jogging part, but I have no problem taking walks, so that's what I'm doing for now.

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STLADEE 4/28/2013 10:19PM

    WAY to go to push yourself and get IT done! Be very proud of yourself!

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todays run.. more like todays walk with some high points.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

I know failure is something I must accept to push forward, but today after my "run" I feel kinda.... like I failed myself. my legs were on fire with pain and I just let myself say cant. I told myself no I cant do this it hurts too much. but now that I am home... my legs arnt all that bad and I know I could have done it... I should have done it. I let myself down and tomorrow I intend to make up for it. time to sleep and let the night bring another day.

  
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MOTHEPRO 4/18/2013 11:07AM

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