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So it's been a little while...

Thursday, October 06, 2011

I'm still here. I still Spark every day. I just don't know what to blog about... not a big blogger, not too witty or anything. So I just watch my calories, do my work outs, stalk other peoples pages and be on my merry way.

Last week wasn't as good as the week before. I didn't lose anything, but didn't gain anything either. Just a break even week. I kind of figured I wouldn't lose anything with plans to go to BW3 one day with a friend I haven't seen in a while (though, I did watch what I ate... It was the liquid calories that got me!). I also went to the Melting Pot for mine and my boyfriends 3 year anniversary and I didn't watch myself at all that day. It was delish!! However, this week, I'm right back on track. I've been at about 1300 calories every day, done the elliptical 65 minutes every day and even have been up and moving a lot more than normal.

I am a bit nervous about this weekend though. I have a friend coming to stay with me from out of town for the whole weekend and she likes to have fun! I'm just nervous that my week of hard work will be completely ruined by liquid calories again. Watching what I eat isn't hard... its the alcohol that gets me. And yes, I know, I could not drink and that would be the smart thing to do, but maybe I'll just watch it and take it in moderation a bit more.

Is it cheating to weigh in a day or two early?!

In other news, this week I won a Digital SLR camera for upselling at work. I don't know if I talked about this before or not but I AM WAAAAAAAAAAAAY EXCITED! I've wanted one for over a year now and had the chance to win it and did! I get it this weekend!! I also went and bought a fancy new scanner/printer/copier to use with it too. It's my first really fancy printer and it's AMAZING! A bit on the pricey side but the photos are coming out amazing so far! Can't wait to use it with the SLR!

Other than that... I joined the BLC #12 and am on the Sassy Smith Apples team! GO TEAM!! Can't wait to kick some butt in that too!

That's about all I know so I better get back to work! Have a good day!

  
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JANEYINMADTOWN 10/6/2011 5:44PM

    For me, its not only the liquor calories but what liquor does to my will power..... Stay stong and enjoy the visit!

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SPUTNIK512 10/6/2011 10:32AM

    I'm doing the BLC too, I'm on the Yellow team :) Good luck!

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AGIGGLES80 10/6/2011 10:20AM

    I am glad you are doing well. Don't worry about not losing weight for one week looking at the bright side you didn't gain. So that's always positive. I am glad you are getting in your workouts and eating what your suppose. Also I completely agree with the alcohol everyone drinks once in a while or every weekend (hehe) for some in my town. So in moderation I think is the key there. Have a great time with your friend this weekend. Your Spark Friend April

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Oh, Happy Day!!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

SEVEN POUNDS!!!!!!

Where did that come from?! I definitely worked harder than usual this week, but seven pounds hard?! I guess so! I am soooo stoked!

I love that what I'm doing is working. I have been eating around 1400 calories a day and working out every day. I haven't taken a day off in over two weeks and the next day I know that I'll be taking off is Thursday. I have to go out of town for work and have to leave really early and won't get home till really late. I'm ok with taking one day off. It's not gonna ruin me.

I can tell though that I'm not to the point to not relapse. If I stopped for any reason, I still feel like I would go back to my old habits. But with this seven pound loss and being down to 314, knowing that 299 is so close I can taste it, I don't want to do anything to harm that.

I can do it. 314 proves it :-D

  
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DOGSTARDADDY 9/26/2011 12:17PM

    Nice job!!

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EMTHEGODDESS 9/25/2011 10:09PM

    Whoo! Way to go!

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LAUREN486 9/25/2011 9:53PM

    Congrats on the 7lbs!! When you think of "relapsing" just remember how awesome it feels to see the -7 on the scale! You're doing awesome! emoticon

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JANEYINMADTOWN 9/25/2011 9:18PM

    Good for you! Glad all your hard work is showing in the scale! Awesome!

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SHAPESHIFTER09 9/25/2011 6:14PM

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TEXASFILLY 9/25/2011 5:03PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticonAll the best, BonnieBlue~

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VALKYRIA- 9/25/2011 4:54PM

    emoticonThis is your moment! Great job!
I knew the hard work would pay off for you eventually. You'll be 299 in no time.
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MYLADY4 9/25/2011 4:46PM

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MICHELLESMILES_ 9/25/2011 4:42PM

    Awesome!! So proud of you! Congrats!

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Shoulda, woulda, coulda

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

I tend to dwell on the things I can't do because I'm fat... Lucky for me, exercise is not one of them. Did an awesome 65 minutes on the elliptical today and felt amazing afterwards. Low calorie intake today too makes me hope for the best on weigh in day. However, watching the biggest loser and reading blogs makes me think about all the things I wish I could do...

This past Sunday my work sponsored a day at Great America. They rent out the whole park for just our work and let you have your day of fun for really cheap. However, I didn't go. I see no point in wasting the money if I can only go on half to a third of the rides. Its embarrassing enough trying to go through a turnstile or sit on a bus seat with someone, much less fit on a ride with them. This is something I would LOVE to do when I lose weight.

Another thing I would love to do is go see a concert or a show. When we were in Las Vegas I was so afraid of going to see a show because I was scared I wouldn't fit in the seats. Its happened before (luckily we were on an end and the end seat was a little wider than the middle ones) and I do not want it to happen again. I want to go and enjoy a concert/show and not be worried that I can't even fit.

Something I should have done is joined a SP biggest loser challenge. I looked at the rules and whatnot and thought "I don't know if I can do this." WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!?! Now I'm regretting not doing it and have to do it on my own. Hmph.

Grr. If this isn't motivation, I don't know what is!
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Watched a lot of weight loss shows tonight to get me motivated as well. First I watched Heavy on Netflix while I organized my file cabinet. That show, like the Biggest Loser, is motivational, but leaves you feeling like you should be losing more. 100+ pounds in six months is NOT normal. These are circumstances where they work out 5+ hours a day... and have food made for them...who has the time for that?! Not me. Not anybody I know. So I'll stick with what I'm doing and I'll see results... just may take a while! Can't wait to watch next weeks BL though! Ramon is already a favorite :-)

  
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BEINGGUIDED 9/21/2011 9:05AM

    Weightloss is not your only job like it is for contestants on these shows. Yes it is nice to see their before and afters but it is not realistic. I find my greatest motivation is just to look at before and after pictures of people right here on Spark. You can go back and look at their blogs and see them struggling and see where they started. You can read about how they gorged all weekend or how they finally ran a 5k even though I didn't think they ever could. You get to see them work through the heartache and triumphs and get to the place where they never thought they could be. These Sparkers are real people, with real life problems, that somehow fight through and make it. SP is a real REALITY SHOW.
Sometimes I find motivation just by looking at my own page and seeing that although I have "failed" the last three months, I sure as hell ain't (yes I said AIN'T) where I was last year this time. Could I lose faster? Hellsyea. Did I? No, but I am still trying every week. It is not failure until you just quit and sit down on the couch from here on out.
You can do this and you will make it. God never fails us. Just keep on trying, keep on working, and you will see the results you want eventually.

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Such a worry wart!

Sunday, September 18, 2011

So my last blog was kind of negative nancyish but I was just in that mood for some reason. I weighed in today and was at 321, down two more pounds. I am looking forward to Sunday's weigh in already hoping to be in at 319. Oh, that would be fantastic. On track for my goal of 300 by xmas! Its definitely going to take some effort during the holidays but nothing I can't handle.
Just checking in with my weight lose for the week and now I'm off to bed. G'night Sparkies.

  
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JANEYINMADTOWN 9/19/2011 9:56AM

    Worry will drive you crazy...you will lose during a week or not....have fun with the process....We're walking on Sunday in the Arb if you're interested....

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DOGSTARDADDY 9/19/2011 6:25AM

    Keep the faith!

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ONICAM 9/18/2011 9:53PM

    I have been going up and down. Some people tell me that I worry too much as well.

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Nervous and a little discouraged!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

I have seen a few posts this week from people that have been on here a while that lost a lot this week and it surprised them. I'm really happy for them and was hoping mine would be the same outcome. However, my official weigh in day is tomorrow and I am sooooo nervous. I stepped on the scale this morning to see what I should be looking forward to and it was the exact same number as last week. This week I worked out harder than usual, doing 60 minutes on the elliptical instead of my usual 45. I stayed within my calorie ranges every day except one (last night due to my boyfriend's good news of getting a job and we went out to celebrate. It wasn't even that much over, maybe 2100 or so for the whole day.). So I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I started drinking a lot more water every day and made healthier dinners than I normally do. I want this so bad and it just feels like i'm going to have to fight for every pound.

This sounds like a big boo hoo blog but it just gets me down. I'm not discouraged yet but I have goals set and when I don't meet them its really hard. This weeks was 320. I want to see those 3teens so bad. Maybe it'll just happen... maybe i'll just have to keep kicking and screaming.

Either way... I WANT IT GONE!!!!!!! emoticon

  
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JANEYINMADTOWN 9/18/2011 1:27PM

    Stay positive...you will get there but sometimes our results are not seen on the scale....Take your measurements too because your hard work does pay off!

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LHLADY517 9/17/2011 7:50PM

    Just hang in there. You will get there.

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HALEYSMUM 9/17/2011 5:35PM

    The weight drops off real fast at first and then slows to a steady rate if you keep moving. I think the scales lied to me this week, said I lost a lot but I'm not sure I did, but I wouldn't let it put me off. Have you tried Leslie Sansones walking DVD's? I started doing it every day and now I can finish the whole thing in one go, and do even more if I feel like it, and I'm a chronic asthmatic, It sounds simple but my does that woman do wonders!, I will be buying another DVD in a week or so. I do recommend it, and you don't have to leave your home, check it out if it's something that might interest you, not only that, but it's fun!.

Good luck!
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