Thursday, August 30, 2007
I have lost weight and everyone has started to notice so why am I so down on myself? I want to eat everything in sight even though I am not hungry. It's a struggle here lately to eat healthy. I want to be healthy I really do so what's my problem?
Maybe I'm dwelling on the fact that I still don't see the weight coming off? I can feel the difference though, I have more energy, seem to be able to walk more, my knees don't hurt as much, my skin is clearer and softer, I can swim better and I love the water aerobics when I can go. I also have had to buy smaller clothes, or have been given smaller ones at least . I even have a picture of me at this weight and I do look better.
I still see the fat woman I was. How do I change that? Can I? I have to try though or I won't win this battle of the bulge !