Sunday, October 10, 2010
Another blog and another reference to a song, so much for my creativity. I have not blogged in almost 2 months. I wish that I could attribute my absence to writer's block, but I'm not a writer. By the way, I was wondering why the words to the "Snow White" song were spelled "heigh " instead of "hi". I looked in my trusty old Merriam- Webster's and lo and behold: "heigh-ho is an interjection (takes me back to English grammar and parts of speech) which started to be used in the year 1553 typically to express boredom, weariness, sadness or sometimes as a cry of encouragement." Oh my goodness, I had no idea that those 7 dwarfs were experiencing these emotions and actually they sing "it's home from work we go". I always thought they were going "off to work". I had better take a "Snow White" review course.
Is there any point to my blog? Oh yes there is. You see, I have been out on disability since March 3, 2009. I went back to work for about a week around August 2009 and was placed back on disability. In November of 2008, I was attacked by a patient and my right shoulder was virtually destroyed along with my right knee. It's a long story ! Three surgeries later, I was still off work due to complications. Oh yes life can be so complicated at times.
My physicians recommended permanent disability. Yikes, I knew that there was no way that I could afford to pay a health premium of $700 plus a month and I sure didn't want to go through the hassle of disability rigmarole. I was in such a quandary. I have always worked and usually 2 jobs. I raised 3 kids as a single parent. Oh NO, I thought. This can't be happening...
And then suddenly on September 21st around 4:30PM, I received a phone call and was told to report to work at 7:00 AM the next morning. It made no sense, I had not been released to return to work. Oh well, I figured it was par for the course and I decided to just show up and see what happened. Well, I have been working every day since with the exception of 2 days this past week when I managed to contract a nasty bout of stomach flu and an upper respiratory infection. It has been a comedy of errors. I have been shuffled from place to place. I could write a book just about this whole debacle. What a journey !!
I haven't been "Sparking" nearly as much, some days just spinning the wheel has been my limit. I feel so badly that I have not had time nor energy to stay in touch with my dear Spark friends. I have missed having contact with them. I want to be there for them, to laugh with them, to cry with them and to offer support and encouragement. They have been there for me. They tolerate my wacky sense of humor and they are loyal.
So to each of my fellow "Sparkers", I say "Heigh-ho" and just as my trusty old "Webster" states, I mean that as an expression of sadness, weariness, and as a cry of encouragement. But in my case, it is definitely not an expression of boredom. I am sad that I do not have as much time to spend with you. I am a bit weary from working after so many months of being off - I must admit that I am deconditioned. Yet, this is a cry of encouragement. I WILL SURVIVE ! And I am looking forward to finding the time to get back in touch with each of you and to send you goodies and to just make our "Spark" journey together.
I think of you daily and I wish you all of the best. Thank you for your understanding and patience. Thanks for being who you are. We "Sparkers" are a very fortunate bunch. SPARK PEOPLE RULE !!!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
BEVY11951 posted her version of this after finding it on someone else's Spark Page. She stated that she thought this would be a fun way to get to know more about each other and I did enjoy reading hers. In her blog, she suggested that we keep this going. Just use "copy and paste".
Please write your version and then send a request to 5 of your Spark Friends, including yourself, to do the same. If you are unable to complete this request within 24 hours, you will forever receive only 2 points on the "Spark Wheel of Fortune".
Okay, that 2nd paragraph is just my warped sense of humor at 2:43A.M. Of course, it's warped no matter what time of day it is. I just thought that my request to keep it going was sounding a bit like one of those "chain letter e-mails" that you probably love as much as I do. Enough already - "Here's Janie"...
A = Age: 61
B = Bed size: Queen
C = Chore you hate: Cleaning out my file cabinets
D = Dogs name: Katie Noonan (Yorkshire Terrier)
E = Essential start of your day item: Taking Katie outside.
F = Favorite color: Green ( I know that you are reeling from that shocking disclosure)
G = Gold or Silver: Silver if we're talking jewelry, silver if we're talking hair color
H = Height: 5'6" (actually I borrowed Bev's height on this one) I'm barely 5 feet tall.
I = Instruments you play: Learning bodhran, ukelele, harmonica, & mandolin
J = Job title: "Jane of All Trades, Master of None" (honestly Registered Nurse & L.M.F.T.)
K = Kid(s): 2 daughters - Aged 34 & 31 and 1 son aged 27
L = Living arrangements: Now that the kids are on their own, it's just "Katie Noonan" and me
M = Mom's name is: Catherine Margaret Noonan McIntosh (a.k.a. Peg or Peggy) deceased
N = Nickname(s): Mac, Sinead, "Sparkle Plenty", Janie, "Nurse Jane", "Therapist Jane"
O = Overnight hospital stay other than birth: a few too many prior to becoming a nurse, now I beg to go home
P = Pet Peeve: never ending voice menus when you call a company, etc. Press 1 to speak with a live person, Press 2 to speak with a dead person, Press 3 etc. etc.
Q= Quote from a movie: "A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they're not dead, really. They're just backing away from life. Reach out. Take a chance. Get hurt, even! Play as well as you can. Go team! GO! Give me a "L"! Give me an "I"! Give me a "V"! Give me a "E"! LIVE!... Otherwise, you got nothing to talk about in the locker room." Ruth Gordon in "Harold and Maude"
R = Right or left handed: Right
S = Siblings: 2 brothers (1deceased), 1 sister (deceased)
T = Time you wake up: I don't sleep at all 2-3 x's/week, if I do sleep usually wake up at 6:30AM
U = First word that comes to mind for "U": Undertaker (well they do say that the Irish have a preoccupation with death)
V = Vegetable you dislike: don't think that I've met one that I haven't liked
W = Ways you run late: I'm usually early or on time
X = Xrays: Too many to remember
Y = Yummy food you make: Strawberry Pretzel Salad (according to my kids who fight over it)
Z = Zoo favorite: Elephants (I've been thinking that I resemble there largess) but the monkeys are full of "boogie" and I love that
That's mine and it would be a fun way to get to know each other so keep it flowing.....
Monday, August 09, 2010
To misquote Carole King, "I felt the earth move under my feet". Yes, you are right, I do live in southern California, land of many earthquakes. But it wasn't an earthquake !! And it wasn't the usual floor shaking underneath yours truly the beached whale. IT WAS THE SCALE !!!! It moved. Could it be a mistake? Oh please God, no not a mistake. I actually think that I may have lost 2.8 pounds.
Now, I am usually a fairly positive thinker; however, I am a bit of a "doubting Thomas". Well make that a "doubting Jane". It's just that the scale has not budged in a long time. I almost had a cardiac arrest from the shock of it all. I just about ended up in the "wake bed" for my trip to eternity.(see my Spark Page photo of the wake bed)
WOW, I hope that those numbers on the scale this morning weren't an apparition!
I wish you all a great week with changing scales...
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Wild Rover (no Nay Never) lyrics
I've been a wild rover for many a year
And I spent all me money on whiskey and beer,
But now I'm returning with gold in great store
And I never will play the wild rover no more.
And it's no, nay, never,
No nay never no more,
Will I play the wild rover
No never no more.
Now as you see this, you are probably wondering, "and her point is??" Well. let me explain. I am a huge fan of music, it's magical. It inspires me, makes me laugh, picks me up when I'm down and, can energize me. I'm sure that I drive those around me crazy with my incessant parodies; however, the grandkids love them. Yes, I know that they are too young to know any better.
Well, I wanted to blog today, and is often my case, I couldn't think of anything to say that someone would want to read. BTW, just because you are reading this, I am not assuming that you want to read it. So this song above went through my head and I was "changing up" the words right away and ended up with "Jane's Version".
I've been a beached whale for many a year
I've spent all my money on fattening cheer.
But now I'm returning with "Spark" in great store,
And I never will play the beached whale no more.
And it's NO,NAY,NEVER,
NO, NAY, NEVER no more,
Will I play the beached whale,
NO NEVER, NO MORE !!
For those of you that are just dying to know the tune, here's the link to my beloved Clancy Brothers: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdl-yB0MapI
Just be happy that I only put you through 1 verse and the chorus. So, I leave you on this fine Sunday with a bit of insight into how I cope with life and a renewed commitment to getting in shape. I wish all of you a grand and glorious new week...
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
So, I have really been trying to stay on track and I think that I have made some progress. I am eating more regularly than I have in many years, much less meal skipping. I have been exercising as much as I can at the present time. I even bought a new pair of walking shoes. I am drinking 8 glasses of water daily. I'm tracking my food. The bottom line is "my scale won't budge". Oh let me clarify, it does fluctuate about 1/2 of a pound up and down. So I revise my diagnosis, the scale is not stuck-apparently I am stuck. I must admit that I continue to have totally sleepless nights; however, not as many as before. Last night I did not have one second of sleep. I don't ever nap. so you would think that I would sleep. Oh the joys of Restless Leg Syndrome and a C-PAP machine!!
On a different note (no pun intended), I am in the process of buying a mandolin from a guy in British Columbia. I should receive it by the end of next week. I had started to take mandolin lessons as part of my own contrived physical therapy program to alleviate my severe tremor that developed after shoulder surgeries. Then I wanted a "stand alone" instrument so I switched to guitar. Well that guitar seemed "gigantor" and I downscaled to ukelele. The uke is fun; however, my instructor said that he thought that I would be able to return to the mandolin now if I still wanted to play my Irish tunes. I found what looks to be an awesome mandolin in the classified section of the "Mandolin Café". I will continue with the ukelele, bodhran, harmonica, and add the mandolin. After all, why play 1 instrument well when you can play 4 instruments poorly? Hence, my self imposed moniker is totally accurate, "Jane of All Trades-Master of None"!!
I hope that all of you that read this purposeless diatribe are doing well and I am sure that those of you who do not read it will do even better...
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