I LOVE all of you!!!!!!! You all made me realize it is a journey and I am not alone!!! After my shame blog I worked out hard every day! Running lifting etc.
And I took a moment to remember even though I look like this, Its still better then217
Eating clean-ish this week has slimmed my face abit
My cheat day...girls night with martinis and sushi
I never thought i'd gain this much weight back 8pds! AHHHHHHHH! How shameful! I wanna write I do not really eat that bad...but going back over my food tracker I have I had some starting over pictures taken....again. And I'll tell ya the proof of 8 is there! I lift like a mad person but I have been half assing my running. I am getting back on it and doing weekly weigh ins and photos until this 8 is gone!!
The most disappointing shot
Even my face is getting fuller...the tell tale sign of weight gain
Yes I admit it. I am mean, rude and resentful...all in my head of course.
You know when ppl take pictures of them selves like this...
They do it because it makes them look thinner! Really it does...for them. In my case it only shows off how my size lg VS poplin shirt is bustin' its buttons.
And then how it looked super tight in the mirror
I was super pissy when I went to a meeting. And I was resenting all the women saying how good I looked(anyone looks good in high waisted jeans). I thought of course I look good in a room of women fatter then me
WOW bitchy eh? I almost regretted thinking it as soon as the thought appeared Who is this gal? Being so mean? Why are you being mean to a former YOU??? Yes these gals look like me 35pds a go. How would I have felt if someone thought that of me? Not so good. I have been so self conscious lately and really hating thy body. A friend text me and said "your lack of confidence is unbecoming"! So true!
She took this picture(we do fun crafty things sometimes)
I started immediately hating how chubby my face looked but stopped and remembered how it looked 35pds ago. Sometimes we are our own mean girl. Lets get happy!
Being inspired! Being inspired is one of the sexiest feelings! I LOVE athletes! They inspire the heck outta me! I love a life long dedicated to health and fitness person! Yeah some may lose 100 pounds and be in great shape....now. They may inspire some, but for me its the one that never gained weight and is an f en rock star at their sport!
And you know who I am lovin lately... Lolo!!!!!!!!
~photo Lolo Jones FB page http://on.fb.me/K5PjkU
I am such a gym rat! But today I did track intervals and a kick ass circuit!
Oh and I cut 4 inches off my hair! So short!
Squats on a balance board??? whew!
I am old school! Pushups the best for chest shoulders arms! And core!
I have been eating clean! Feels good! Chicken skewers and homemade guac!
Now that's a snack!
I'm not the skinniest gal out there but I am inspired to become one!