Friday, February 28, 2014
I might sound like a big kid so if I do then don't waste your time reading this. My birthday is coming up in 13 days & I don't think I'm going to celebrate it. I love birthday parties & I still do, but if no one cares about you, then no one's going to come to your party. I haven't seen my Mom since Christmas & it broke my heart knowing that my husband & I work so much that we don't get the chance to visit. Anyway, I was talking to my Mom about a party, & she said not to worry about buying anything but the cake, that she would take care of everything else. I talked to her last night & she said that if I want a party that I need to buy everything myself. First of all, one time I did that & no one came to my party so I wasted $32.00 for nothing. Last year I made a tye dyed cake. People was afraid to eat it cause it was different colors. Plus last year, the family wouldn't even talk to me at my own party. My birthday always seems like a disaster. One year I actually threw a party. I bought lunch cakes as prizes. Whoever won (when they was leaving) took the lunch cakes & threw them in my yard. Plus everyone was bored & no one was having fun. I think they all came for free food. This year, no one will be there cause my oldest sister will be expecting me to give her & her husband & kids a ride & I wouldn't want to take a chance in tearing up the van cause her road is bad. My next to the oldest sister had a 6 year old daughter that would have school the next day so she would have to do her homework, eat, take a bath then get ready for bed. My youngest sister (the one that went to the doctor with me) would be too busy getting hi with her husband. And last but not least my Dad would be working. None of them people even call me & I don't think that I should be the one doing all of the calling. I just don't understand. I have no friends (to hang out with or to be able to talk to), & my family doesn't seem to care about me. The only reason I seem to go on is for my husband & my cat (Muffin). My husband said that he will do something special for me for my birthday. Also I created a new team called The New Huntington, WV Team & only one person has joined. So pretty much, that team will be dead in no time. I invited people but no one wants to join. Well going to go now that I've got all of that off my chest.