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Tuesday, October 09, 2012

I'm wondering how I'm going to move on when all I still want to do is help Nancy. I worry about her eating right since I know the only time she ate most of the time was when I cooked for her. I know in order to give her the space she requires I need to back off. I know it's only been a few days and that it will get easier. I think it is helping to blog about my feeling. This is not something I would normally do. I'm hoing that with the help of my SP frirnds that it will help in the healing process.

Well forgot to pack my walking shorts this morning for my mall walk so came home and dressed for a normal outdoor walk that I do on the weekends. The weather was nice about 80 and cloudy so the sun did not mess with me. Did remember to wear a hat though. Work is great doing a lot of driving.

Well hope you all have a great night and thanks for being here for us. Good night


Trying to stay strong

Monday, October 08, 2012

First I would like thank those who responded to my last blog. Thank you.

As the title implies trying to stay strong. Nancy just left with the last of her things. I will miss her. I cooked dinner for us so she would have something to eat since I know otherwise she would not have eaten anything good.

I should not have been surprised at the support I got from my SP Friends but I was anyway. Good night all. Sorry not more detailed. Did get my walk in today.


They say it gets better

Sunday, October 07, 2012

Well That is what they say and I know from past experience this is true. Just hate going through the beginning of a break up. Really sucks. Well my day wasn't too bad got my walk in this morning and some groceries in the house. Got out to the swap meet to pick up the shirts but they weren't ready yet. A new day tomorrow hope all is well with you all.

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BIKECHIC1 10/8/2012 1:52PM

    Keep your chin up and stay strong, you will get through it eventually although it is really hard. Thinking of you at this difficult time especially with my friend going through the same thing...it sucks!!

Well done for getting out there for your daily dose of exercise rather than sitting around moping.

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TRAVELISMYGAME 10/8/2012 12:36PM

    Sorry to hear that you are going through a rough patch right now. You know in your heart that things will get better, but you still need to give yourself some time to grieve for what you've lost. Getting out there and walking/exercising will do a world of good!


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LORETTA24 10/7/2012 7:48PM

    It is good to hear you are walking and moving about the business of everyday living. Pain and sadness is a part of life none of us desire but is something everyone must endure along the way of life. When the joy comes it will be unexpected and surpass anything you might imagine. Stay safe and find a friend or blog to vent those difficult times. You'll find it helps (speaking from experience). Know that you are cared about and valued by many. We share your pain and wish you a speedy path through it. You are being lifted up in prayer.

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Feeling real low

Saturday, October 06, 2012

Well today was quite possible the worst day I've had in a long while. My girl friend moved out so guess I need to stop calling her my gf. then I spent all day in a Ham Radio class only to completely blow the test after 9 hours of instruction. Feeling real low tonight.

I refuse to let myself go v=back to where I was 3 yrs ago. I have come a long way and have a ways to go to be where the "systems"says I need to be. I;m happy about my progress but know I can do better. Still have about 20 lbs to go 7. Down a total of 80 since the start.

Well enough for now dark in here and trying to type not so good. good night all.



Sunday, September 30, 2012

Well, when I think about Nancy I get sad even though she has not officially moved out yet. Right now she is in Austin with her daughter and granddaughter. Felt ok all morning and this afternoon got a little antsy. I know this will go away I just hate the idea of even having to go through this again.


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