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Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I'm kidding myself and it looks like I'm killing all chances of health and happiness too.

nothing to say except: f*ck it!

  

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TRYINGTOLOSE64 11/20/2012 8:51PM

don't quit because then you're quiting on yourself. Figure out what the issues are and address them. You can do it!! Report Inappropriate Comment

MISSCUS 11/20/2012 4:50PM

I know you don't really want to just give up on yourself. Just start, and restart and restart as necessary. You'll get there eventually. This is what sparkpeople is all about. Report Inappropriate Comment

JANETTEB553 11/20/2012 3:20PM

Tomorrow is another day. Never say never. It is always darkest before the dawn. Pick yourself up and start again. If at first you dont succeed then try try again... All tried and true...Good luck Report Inappropriate Comment

I can't start

Friday, June 29, 2012

I have tried to start getting fit for a few months now, but things keep getting in the way! I joined a gym last week but haven't been able to go not even once. I try to go for a walk - even for 5 minutes, but am too lazy, or too tired or too busy or, or, or,,,, there is a reason (or an excuse) always

I have also started to "stuff myself" for no apparent reason - except maybe because I feel stressed from work and life in general - and maybe because I am afraid to start a new lifestyle (getting fit)

this is getting me more frustrated at myself and scared that I might get sick because I am not taking care of my health

Any suggestions???

  

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NUHAGHUNEIMI 6/30/2012 1:39AM

I really liked the "Fat, Sick and Almost Dead" trailer. Thanks! I will try to get an exercise buddy Report Inappropriate Comment

VEGFAERY 6/29/2012 11:34PM

Get a spark buddy, like me for example.. see the blog post i just made. Get an exercise buddy, someone who wants to make changes as much as you do. Put yourself first, because no one is going to take care of you except you. Report Inappropriate Comment

First blog - am so embarrassed

Friday, June 08, 2012

well, this is my first-ever blog and i can't wait to write it, although I feel very self-conscious...
basically i am overweight, and my self-esteem is quite low these days, not only because of my weight (i am tall and have "big bones") but because of the way my life is going these days... but more on that later.

in the meantime, i am preparing for a really important exam that i have to take in two days - wish me luck :)

  

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MYLAUREN2 6/8/2012 11:36PM

good luck on your exam and your new journey Report Inappropriate Comment

MARYJOANNA 6/8/2012 9:56AM

The important thing to remember is to dress your body the best way you can. It is what it is now and just do the best you can. As you see a weight loss, you will feel better about yourself. With God all things are possible! Best wishes to you! Report Inappropriate Comment

SLIMFORSOPH 6/8/2012 9:51AM

I promise you there is no need to be embarrassed-everyone is here for the same reason in one way or another. Good luck on your exam, and remember to fuel your mind and body with the right foods! Report Inappropriate Comment