Monday, May 05, 2008
"This is the beginning of a new day. I have been given this day to use as I will. I can waste it or use it for good. What I do today is important because I am exchanging a day of my life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that I have left behind...let it be something good."
But what do you do when you get feeling the way I do today! I don't know how to describe it even I feel as though there is something in the air Like something is going to happen but i'm not sure what! It makes me restless and aprhensive almost. My emotions go all over the place I can't concentrate on one thing at a time I'm all over the place doing numerous things at the same time! I've got laundry on the go, I'm running around town doing errands, I come home and I paint for awhile get restless and clean something, go back to painting, on the computer, go back to painting, I'm a nervous wreck inside! My stomach is all butterflies! It's a wonder my hands are steady enough to paint today especially doing the intriquit (sp) work I'm doing with this picture! I'm all over the place Can't sit still for more than ten fifteen minutes at a time! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
The good thing? It's not effecting my daily program I don't want ot eat anything I shouldn't or more than I am suppose to It's just what pent up energy?