Friday, December 20, 2013
Good afternoon; Just came home from gym and saw that I had a text message -Do not come tomorrow from ds . I called him up and he talked with me. He did not sound good at all, but says he wants to be left alone. He says he needs his VA disability to come in. I told him you know there is no time line when that will come in. Sad but true. He kept saying I do not want to talk about it. DH thinks it is great so he can do the things he had planned to do this weekend. DS sounded very depressed. I wish he would go back to counseling, but it is alot of things - season, no daughter, no money, back hurting, PTSD, etc. i would like to still go and take him out to lunch but he says he does not want to talk.
He needs to talk. When he was living at home, we would talk all the time. He made the choice to move out. I pray for him all the time.