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SURGERY

Friday, October 29, 2010

HEY!!!! I'm back!!!. Just letting my spark pals know that I was ill but now i am back. not 100% but ok. Couple of weeks ago I wasn't feeling to great. Felt weak and tired. I had stopped walking altogether . Lost my apetite , so I really wasn't eating. With in days after this started feeling a pain in my back. Thought it was from sleeping on the couch. As you know I live w/ my parents. So I sleep on their couch. Finally on Tuesday(10/18/2010) the pain was unbearable . My daughter took me to the E.R. Next thing I know their talking about surgery and admiitting me . It was overwhelming!!. I had gall stones. They were needing to take the gall bladder out. Was in hospital for 4 days. Although I can't run or walk for a few weeks. I'm not sure how that is going to effect my fitness program. Oh! Well!!. Even being sitting down for long periods is a little painful. Like now. But I am going to try. Continue to pray that the Lord completes his healing on me.

  
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ANGEL1066 10/31/2010 12:54AM

    May the Lord be with you in a special way thru this time, and bring you His comfort & peace. Do what you can to stay active, even without walking. Even isometrics help. Healing takes time and rest, but strength comes only thru effort. I pray the lord will help you find His balance. God Bless! emoticon

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YESLORD 10/30/2010 9:59AM

  i AM SO GLAD YOU ARE BETTER TAKE IT EASY AND ONE DAY AT A TIME AND REST IN THE LORD. JUST ME, THE MIN

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WHATS MY PURPOSE?

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

dO YOU EVER WONDER WHAT YOUR REAL PURPOSE IS IN LIFE? I REALLY NEVER DO. BUT NOW I AM. IT STARTED A FEW DAYS AGO. IT'S BEEN ALMOST 6 MONTHS SINCE I STARTED SPARKS. I'VE BEEN WALKING ON REGULAR BASES. I SEE THE RESULTS WHEN I TAKE MY SUGARS. THEIR ARE ALMOST NORMAL. I HAVE LOST ABOUT 10-11 LBS. I READ MY BIBLE ATLEAST 3 TIMES A WEEK. I AM TRYING TO IMPROVE ON MY PRAYER LIFE. MY CHILDREN ARE ALL GONE FROM HOME. I AM LIVING CURRENTLY W/ MY PARENTS. WHO ARE GETTING ELDERLY. ALTHOUGH I DON'T " TAKE CARE " OF THEM. THEY GET AROUND PRETTY WELL THEMSELVES. I FIND MYSELF WONDERING WHAT IS NEXT? I KNOW THAT MY FIRST PRIORITY IS TO MOVE OUT OF HERE. BUT I CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT A JOB. I WOULD LOVE TO HELP OTHER WOMEN, BUT ALTHOUGH I HAVE CHEKED A FEW PLACES , THEY HAVE NEVER GOTTEN BACK TO ME. SO NOW I JUST SIT AND PONDER WHAT IS MY PURPOSE.
MY MOTHER THINKS THAT I'M NOT MOTIVATED ENOUGH AND FEELS I AM WASTING MY LIFE AWAY. WHEN SHE SAYS THINGS SUCH AS " AREN'T YOU LOOKING FOR A JOB? OTHER PEOPLE ARE GETTING JOBS. " THIS SETS ME INTO ONE OF MY DEPRESSION MODES. AS I SUFFER FROM CHRONIC DEP0RESSION. HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS.. I KNOW THAT THE LORD HAS A GREAT PURPOSE FOR ME. I'M JUST A LITTLE SLOW IN UNDERSTANDING. OR IS IT THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND "HIM" AT ALL. I WONDER WHAT MY PURPOSE IS IN CHRIST'S PLAN. HIS WORD SAYS THAT THE CROSS OF BURDEN IS NOT MORE THAN WE CAN BARE. AND ALTHOUGH I READ HIS WORD EVERY DAY AND PRAY I FIND MYSELF A LITTLE DOUBTFUL AND CONFUSED TO IF I'M IN LINE TO HIS WORD. MY SON TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT MY PURPOSE. BUT AT 57 YEARS OLD YOU STOP AND LOOK BACK TO THINGS IN YOUR LIFE. MAYBE WE SHOULDN'T ASK THIS QUESTION. . THE TRUTH IS WHEN MY BABIES WERE YOUNG MY PURPOSE WAS TO TAKE CARE OF THEM. MAKE SURE THEIR NEEDS WERE MET AND TO GUIDE THEM THROUGH LIFE AS SO NOT TO MAKE WRONG DECISIONS. AS THEY GREW MY PURPOSE WAS TO GIVE THEM A GOOD EAR TO LISTEN TO. A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON AND AGAIN TEACH THEM RIGHT FROM WRONG. NOW THAT THEY ARE RAISING BABIES OF THEIR OWN, I HOPE I TAUGHT THEM TO BE GOOD CITIZENS , GREAT PARENTS , AND SHOWED THEM OF GOD'S WORD AND WAYS. TO LOVE THEIR FELLOW MAN. TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER, I GUESS I STILL HAVE A PURPOSE. TO CONTINUE TO NOURISH MY FAMILY. TO BE THERE WHEN THEY NEED ME. TO GIVE A HELPING HAND WHEN THEY NEED IT. OFCOURSE TO SPOIL MY BABIES. TO SHOW THEM CHRIST'S FACE IN ME. TO TEACH THEM ABOUT CHRIST AND HIS ROAD TO SALVATION. TO PRAY FOR THEM EACH AND EVERY DAY. TO LET THEM KNOW THAT I LOVE THEM AND CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO THEM. ALSO TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE. TO GIVE WHEN I CAN. AND WHEN I CAN'T PRAY FOR THEM. THE LORD IS MY PURPOSE. HE IS THE ONE WHO IN THE END MATTERS MOST OF ALL. MATTHEW 11:28 SAYS : COME UNTO ME ALL YE THAT LABOUR AND ARE HEAVY LADEN AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST. VERSE 30: FOR MY YOKE IS EASY , AND MY BURDEN IS LIGHT. I THANK GOD FOR HIS EVERY DAY BLESSINGS. BIG AND SMALL. .. MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

  


FOURMILE FIRE IN BOULDER CO.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

JUST A QUICK BLOG TO EVERYONE.!! ESPECIALLY ALL OF US HEREIN COLORADO!! URGENT!! PRAY FOR ALL THOSE FAMILIES WHO HAVE LOST THEIR HOMES IN THIS FIRE. !!! tHE PICS THAT ARE COMING OUT OF THIS ARE JUST SO SAD AND HEART BREAKING. ALSO PRAY FOR THE HUNDREDS OF FIREFIGHTERS AND THEIR FAMILIES. THEY ARE PUTTING THEIR LIVES IN DANGER FOR US. WHEN YOU SAY A PRAYER KEEP US HERE IN COLORADO IN MIND.

  
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MZLADY77 9/9/2010 12:14AM

    Will be praying for them. Thanks for sharing and God bless you. emoticon

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APPLEPIEDREAMS 9/8/2010 7:54PM

    My sister lives in Boulder. I will definitely be sending good thoughts that way.

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Peace on my Journey

Friday, September 03, 2010

At this time in my life I feel I have a sense of peace in my life. I find myself not putting to much attention to things or circumstances that I can't change. The things I can change such as find a place to live well I have to get out and look for that one great place. I also find myself seeking Gods guidance and direction for every day stuff. I still battle to eat more healthier, Where I live unfortunately they don't eat a lot of veggies and fruits. But I'm trying to throw in some when I can. I hope to be on my own by my birthday. My sugars are finally getting under control. And I'm sure in time I'll lose weight . I have to admit that I enjoy this program . It truly motivates me and looking forward to when I can say Hey!! I REACHED MY GOALS!!! Maybe next time I blog I hope to have atleast 2 pics of me. emoticon emoticon

  


woman with a journey/mission continues

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I'm still here doing nothing!!! Although I continue walking because it makes me feel good!! Also my sugars are almost normal now. I feel better too I admit. This program does make me feel better. My devotional for yesterday quoted something that I really liked. One was by Robert Louis Stevenson " There is no duty we so much underrate as the duty of being happy, by being happy,we sow so much benefits upon the world" I think thats true! It is up to us to be happy. No one can do that for us!! emoticon emoticon

  
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QUEEN56 9/1/2010 11:17PM

    I like that quote--and taking responsibility for your own health and joy is a great idea.

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