Tuesday, May 18, 2010
well i didnt get called in this AM. i was happy and relieved...its getting warm out, the school is hot, and i'm miserable in heat. so i was really glad. then..6:45 the phone rings. its the sub service. i groaned..she laughed...said no not for today. Thursday. YAY!! i gladly accepted. hung up. went back to my book.
7:25 phone rings. its the sub service. we need you at the elementary. i took a deep sigh...and dd something i NEVER do. i refused. i said no. i did something for MYSELF. yikes....it was REALLY hard, too. i worry that if i dont accept they wont call again. i worry that i wont be able to pay my bills. if either of those things happen i will deal with it. but for today, i have so many cakes for the weekend, so much to get done, i'm glad i said no.