Monday, October 05, 2009
While I continue to face my challenges of unemployment while trying to keep my household together I realize I still have a lot of work to do. I find the most difficult thing about staying motivated is recognizing a motivator can sometimes become discouraged. I mean I am the half full woman and often remind myself to look at the upside of things because I believe there is always an upside to everything even when we are too hurt to see it. However being that way often leaves you with your love ones and friends looking for that motivation from you so much that they forget that sometimes you need it to. As a matter of fact I forgot that I needed it myself. I mean I had to remind myself that I am human and can't do it alone either. So then I turned my head to God and reminded myself out loud that I need you now and the wonderful thing about that is he sends you all you need sometimes immediately and sometimes a little later. SO I picked myself up dusted off my gym shoes , opened up my journal, signed onto sparks people and got on my knees and said thank you i know I still got work to do and it will get done.