Tuesday, May 27, 2008
When I first joined SP a few months ago I really thought that I was ready to make all of the neccessary changes in my life to live healthy. Obviously I thought wrong. I went off track and ended up gaining back the little that I had lost plus 2 more pounds. I am so dissapointed in myself. I let life get me down, and I gave up.
Well, I am back. Heavier than ever before, and more determined. I have to do this for me, my family, and my dreams. I don't want to lose years off of my life because I just had to pull through that drive-thru, or have that bag of chips. It is not worth it. There are so many things that I want to do with my life, and I am tired of sitting around not doing them because I am too tired or because I am ashamed of the way that I look. it is ridiculous to live this way when there is something that I can do about it.
I know that there will be days that I will struggle, days that I will stumble, and even days that I will fall flat on my face. But that is okay. I just have to continue believing in myself and believing in my worth, because I am worth the effort. I deserve the life that I imagine living.