Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Truth is... I feel like I keep fooling those around me but not myself and not God. I am trying to forgive myself and love me for me... it is sometimes easier said than done. I do have hope for a brighter new day and new year. Happy~New~Year
1 Day ... 1 Second at a Time. I believe God and my Support Groups can help me be just a better, happier, kinder person. One without E-D or any other addiction. If I must be addicted to something it must be PRAYER, Meditation, and SERVING OTHERS. NOT SELF, SELF, SELF...
Life is more than exercise and a beautiful body. It is about loving and learning and for Heaven Sake... LETTING Go and Living Each new day to the fullest.
I MUST FAST from meal to meal and Pray for strength and have the courage to ask others and / or GOD to help me.
I can NOT do this alone.
Again... HAPPY NEW YEAR... This blog isn't meant to be sad / depressing... I must admit to myself that I have been very, very sick and there is no more hiding.