Monday, July 20, 2009
well all in all today was a good day. I was however stressed out and tired due to the lack of sleep last night but i stayed on track with calories, water exercise so thats great. Many of you may know that I have a grandson due with in the next month. our sons situation is a very complicated one and since him and his girlfriend are both very young they have decided to put him in care for about a year. This saddens me as i want to be able to have a relationship with my grandson but i understand there reasons and support whatever they decide. My husband and i have given this alot of thought and think that perhaps we should try and take him till they are ready, trouble is our lives our alos very complicated mostly due to my sons life and this may not be appropriate or even approved by the CAS. We want michael to go to a place where he can be with family, get the best care possible and be loved. Its not fair that he is born into all this mess and it breaks my heart to even think about it. This is why i have been so stressed. Add court proceedings to the pile and it makes for one heck of a crazy life . On a good note though i have managed to make it through yet another day with my sanity in check and staying on track to boot so that i am celebrating. I guess sometimes we have to take the good with the bad and although times are tough i have a great family who loves and supports me and wonderful husband and great friends both at home and on here so that makes me feel pretty blessed. Anyways enough babbling for now as i need to get some beauty sleep tomorrow will be a new day with new challenges and obstacles to overcome but i am doing this one day at a time .