Sunday, June 09, 2013
I was supposed to go see the doctor this week for my post-op appt, but the nurse called me on Monday and said the results were back and the doctor wanted to see me sooner then the appt, not a good sign. So I went in on Wednesday and he said that what he took out was cancer. He said it was very early and he's positive he got it all, but to be on the safe side he wants me to see a specialist to either take the uterus out or just take everything. I'm good with taking everything, if any of these cells traveled further in I don't want to have to worry about it. So now I'm waiting to hear from the specialist on when to come in for my consult.
I also lost a pound this week and it was our 23rd anniversary yesterday. And I resisted the doughnuts in the break room Friday, very proud of myself for that.
Hoping for a better week
Saturday, December 01, 2012
Here I am again starting over. This time I think will be different.
Yesterday was my yearly docs visit, he was not happy at all with my gain, again, I don't blame him, I'm not happy either!! I'm 5'2" and weigh 206 pounds!!
So we started talking and both agree that I've been depressed, not suicidal, but just need some help. I'm going to try an anti-depressant. I'm hoping it will give me that extra something to get me off my butt!!!!!
I'll check in again
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
You would think I would try to lose weight...........
When I saw the 200 number for the first time on the scale (I'm 5'2")...... Nope
When doing most anything leaves me breathless...... Nope
When I know my family is VERY concerned for my health..... Nope
When the doctor put me on 3 blood pressure meds....... Nope
When my knees scream going up or down stairs..... Nope
When my hips keep me up at night in pain..... Nope
When I feel sweat in all my rolls, even in air conditioning...... Nope
When I know the first place I lose weight is in my boobs....... Nope
When I know I feel sooooo much better when I exercise...... Nope
When my pants are so tight it hurts, but refuse to buy bigger....... Nope
When knowing I have pre cancerous cells and losing weight will help..... Nope
I just don't get it, all of these things and I keep gaining!! And I've lost weight before so I know how and what works for me!! I just can't get my head in the game.
Sunday, April 01, 2012
Well I'm back to work full time and I HATE it!!!
One of the ladies working just left without telling anyone and moved to Virginia so the boss asked me if I wanted to come back full time. I really wanted to say no so bad but I knew this would relieve a lot of pressure off Jim and give us extra play money. I'm just so grumpy now!
I like doing my workouts in the morning but with working I'm getting up at 5 and have a hard time getting up so no getting up earlier. Then when I get home I'm just tired and have other things to do. Oh well, I just need to figure something out, and fast!!
Today I'm going to go through my cookbooks and find fast healthy dinners for the week, go shopping so then I'll be ready for Monday!
Got my Jillian workout system but only did 2 days of it before going back to work, I loved what I did though so I'm going to continue that after work.
Alright off to get a menu done!!
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