Thursday, October 10, 2013
So yeah, I am back again. I seem to do this for a bit then like every diet, exercise program etc ...I quit. I spent yesterday late morning in tears talking to God. "This is not weho I am....This is not who I want to be'...etc etc. I think I eat to make myself feel better, problem is it really does not make me better. Only I can make me better. With God's help. I am not healthy, I do not feel healthy,and I do not look healthy. I want to live out the rest of my life feeling better...about who I am, how I feel inside, how I look outside. I know I need God to take me through the entire process. I have been on my knees (which is painful!) and I know that THIS is MY time. This time I will do this not for anyone else or any other reason than for me and to glorify Him.
So far today, I have managed to burn off half the calories I have consumed!